"FUCK!!" I'm so stupid! I know I hurt Meera by telling her I'm in love with Maya again. But what else could I have said?!? That's past few days that meera and I have spent with each other have been so fun. Seeing her blush, waking up next to her, and even her getting all awkward and trying not to stare at me. I don't know what has gotten into me. Why did I fall in love with Meera? I don't even think she likes me back....
It's been 4 hours and Meera still hasn't come to the hotel. I know that she wanted to be alone but she has to come back. Not just for work but for me....
"MAYA!" I totally forgot that she wanted to meet me today. I go rushing to the car and eventually forget about Meera.
I knock at the door waiting for it to open.
"Hey your finally here!"
"Yup Im here."
"Come on in"
I come inside and it's a small cozy apartment. I've never been here but she has the same things we had in our old house.
"So Uhh what did u want to do?"
"Huh what do you mean?"
"To save the company. That's what you called me here for right?"
"Oh yeah... but I also called you here for something else Rahul."
She starts getting close to me and I take some steps back.
"Ok then uhh what is that something else."
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Today has been such a good day. I've spent so much time with Murat and it's been fun . He is such an amazing person. I never thought that he was such a different person. He acts so different around me and I really like it
"Hey what ya thinking about?"
He sat next to me on the couch and treated his head on my shoulder. Yeah I guess I can say that we have gotten very close.
"Huh? Oh nothing I just zoned out for a second."
"Ahhh meera of course always zoning out." He said while poking my arm. He starts taking his finger from my arm towards my neck and eventually touches my lip. He puts his thumb on my bottom lip while looking at me straight in the eyes.
I look back at him swallowing my saliva down my throat his eyes leave my eyes and he eso now looking at my lips. I can tell what he wants just by looking at him. He licks his lips and starts getting close to me. I try to move back but I hit the end of the couch.
"Murat." He suddenly stops getting close to me and snaps back to reality.
"Omg meera I'm so sorry I got carried away I thought-."
"Don't worry it's fine but uhh I should get going."
"No meera please don't make it awkward between us. You can still stay here you don't have to go back."
"Uhh no don't worry I would be fine. And us? Pftt it's fine. Don't worry it's not gonna be awkward." I'm definitely lying it's going to be really awkward way to awkward... but does that mean that he likes me?
He brought me to his house on his car so now we have a whole hour drive together. Which will definitely not be awkward...
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During the whole car ride the only thing that is distracting me are the cars passing by. It's just pure silence. And yes. The awkward type of silence...
Oh please can this nightmare be over?!?
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"Ok then uhh what is that something else?"
"I never stopped loving you Rahul."
"Maya what do u mean are you ok?"
"Nahin Rahul. These past few years have been horrible. The only thing I think about is you Rahul. I need you. I want you."
She gets close to me closing the gap between us. I want to push her away but for some reason I can't. Why can't i pull away?
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FanfictionRahul and meera are both best friends Rahul loves meera as if she were his sister but does meera feel something else that is more than just friendship? They go on a trip together and fall in love little by little but what happens when Rahul meets hi...
