What is stopping us?

Yes..

It's been 5 years since I left Rahul and till this day It took me a long time to get over it. 3 months after I left Rahul I started to spend time with Murat and it was the best time of my life, at least I thought it was. I would be happy around him, but when it was nighttime and he was sleeping I would lock myself in the bathroom and start crying.

I called Rahul more than 5 times each day to see if he would answer but it would just ring, I was blocked. But why was I blocked?!? What did I do? I'm the one who should block him. He hurt me and didn't even stop me from leaving, he's the cause of this problem so he's the one to blame. Or is he?

Maybe I shouldn't have overreacted.. if he didn't love me than I should've just go with it and move on just like him. I don't know if him in Maya are together but it wouldn't surprise me if they are.

I got a new phone but since Rahul blocked me I couldn't get his number and I don't remember it. I've been asking around and our friends for his number but they never tell me.

I slowly forgot about him and began to focus on my work and Murat. I began my own company of fabrics and it eventually went big here in London.

Murat is a sweet guy but he can sometimes be suspicious. I don't know what it is but he never lets me see his phone or he close to him and hearing conversations, he comes home late at night tired with his whole body covered and he immediately goes to the bathroom and changes. I act as if I'm sleeping and I can feel when he gets on the bed and tried to act as if he's always been there.

I would like to say that I've lived a happy life these past 3 years but I'm not sure...

He bosses me around and tells me what to do and what not to do. He doesn't let me be professional at my work because he says I 'flirt' with some clients.

Whenever I want to make a new collection of fabrics and start working with another company he doesn't let me do it, unless it's a women. I have done it behind his back but i try my best not to lie at him.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

"Baby Im home!"

"Hi Murat how was work?"

"It was good but I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed and you should too."

"But it's too early why don't we stay up a little late?"

"No I'm fine"

He smiled at me and went to his room. I stayed in the living room started to cry. Why did I listen to Murat?!? I shouldn't had left Rahul.

I heard the door opening and saw Murat leaving I quick got my coat and followed him. He got on his car and I followed him in a taxi. He stopped at a restaurant and was waiting for someone, but for who?

About 5 minutes past and someone stood in front of him. I couldn't see well Murat was blocking the person while getting up and hugging them.

He finally moved and I saw it was a women. My face quickly dropped and I kept on looking at them. She had brown silky hair but I couldn't see her face that well. From what I could see she seemed familiar but I don't know why. They hugged and sat back down. I went into the restaurant and sat at a table to listen to their conversation but I couldn't hear anything. They were laughing and talking a lot.

I couldn't stand this! How could he do this to me?!? I tried to hold back my tears and rushed to his table. I slammed my hand on the table and gave him an intense look. He looked up and look scared.

"M-meera what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing here?!? What are you doing here! And with a women!"

The girl turned around hiding her face.

"Meera please it's not what it looks like?"

"Oh really? Hmm sure it's not what it looks like.."

"I'm serious Meera just let me explain!"

"Is she the one you would see every night and come back late?!?"

He looked down at his shoes in embarrassment. I scoffed and was about to leave until he got my arm.

"Please just let me explain"

"Is she? Yes or no!?"

"Haan."

"Of course she is."

"Because she owns a jewelry shop.."

I looked at him in confusion.

"A jewelry shop?"

"I wanted to make this more special but-."

He kneeled down and took out a small box

"Meera Dev Malik. Would you marry me"

My face turned pale as he opened the box and a small shiny ring was there. I didn't know what to say. Is it normal to freeze and want to say yes but also no? I guess it's just nervousness

"So?"

My mouth trembled and I scarcely said-

"Yes."

He got up and hugged me. He put the ring on my finger and kissed me in the forehead. I saw the women leave putting her hood on. I know that Murat told me she was the jeweler but I'm not sure..