What is stopping us?

Only dosti

He was blowing on my finger and i looked up at him. He was worried... it was cute.

"God damn It! It's a big scar and it got infected really quick"

He got up to go get the alcohol so that it can stop bleeding.

"Rahul. RAHUL NO! DONT put that one me!"

I hated when they would cure my wounds it burned so bad that I would start crying. I never let anyone do it not even my parents.

"Hey meera calm down. I have to do this or else it's gonna hurt even more"

He put his hand on my cheek and I was holding it tightly.

"Ok fine but make it quick!"

He looked at me and then looked back at my cut. He poured the alcohol and I screeched. It burned so bad. I gripped his arm tightly feeling his muscles that I never even noticed that he had them until now. He stopped poring it but I can still feel the burning sensation, I wanted to cry on his shoulder but I couldn't, I have to be mad at him.

He looked at me with his big brown eyes and I looked at him back. I couldn't be mad at him, he's the only good thing that has ever happened to me. The pain went away but I didn't want to leave Rahul. His messy hair and half open shirt made him look as dreamy as any guy can look.

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We were both looking at each other and my heart was racing. She was looking beautiful with her silky hair out and those red lips that I just want to feel right now.

She got up and started walking toward the door, I chased after her and looked at her.

I was about to talk to her until the door opens

"Meera are you ready?!?"

It was Murat. Meera snapped back and got her luggage.

"Goodbye Rahul."

She was heading towards the door and I wanted to say something. I tried to say something but nothing came out. I couldn't speak, it was as if my voice had disappeared all of a sudden. A sharp pain hit my chest, I can't believe I just lost the most important person in my life.....

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He was looking  at me and I could feel his heart racing, mine was also racing. I  don't know what to do anymore. Instead I got up and walked towards the door. I heard footsteps coming towards me and I'm no time rahul got in my way and stood in front of me, my eyes widened as I saw he was gonna say something.

Then the door flied open

"Meera are you ready?"

I quickly reacted and pushed Rahul off of me

I got my luggage and left the room

"Goodbye Rahul."

I was heading towards the exit, I wanted Rahul to stop me, I wanted to hear something, at least a sob, but I heard nothing. As bad as I felt for leaving Rahul, I couldn't chase him for my whole life, I have to move on. And I can tell he already moved on....

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I got back at Murat' house and threw myself at the couch. I was tired.

"Here"

He gave me a cup of tea.

"Thank you."

I smiled at him. I really like being around Murat he comforts me a lot

"So... you seemed to take a long time packing stuff."

I knew he was talking about how I took long packing my stuff at rahuls house, but how could I tell him?

"Oh no it was just that I couldn't find some stuff so I had to look for it."

"Oh"

I was sitting straight and Murat turned to me

"But uhh did Rahul tell you anything?"

I looked at him with confusion

"What could he have tolden me?"

"I mean I don't know, I talked to his girlfriend and we'll they seem as if they really like each other"

I looked down. And then looked back at Murat

"Yes I guess they do"

I faked a smile and rested my head on murats shoulder.

"But we shouldn't worry about that"

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Meera had left and I'm already missing her. I wish I could be with her but it would be wrong. The enmity with our fathers and knowing that I am guilty for her fathers death just doesn't seem right with me being with her..

Flashback....

"Rahul where's meera?!?"

"Mom are you ok? Why are you crying?"

"Your father and meera's father have taken it too far! They are about to kill themselves!"

I froze. My dad... I can't let him die!

"Mom where are they?!?"

She was crying so hard that she couldn't even talk.

"MOM WHERE ARE THEY?!?"

"At meera's house, in the roof."

I took a shortcut and quickly ran to her house and saw that she still wasn't there.

I ran upstairs and saw my dad and meera's dad being held gunpoint by each other.

"Papa?"

"Rahul go away!"

"Please stop both of you!"

I tried to make them stop but nothing was working. I tried to take the gun out of my dads hand but instead pulled the trigger and shot Meera's dad in the chest. I went into shock. I just shot someone.

My dad ran away and I stayed with her dad.

"No no no I'm so sorry dev Malik! Please wake up!"

"Rahul beta I have to tell you something."

"Yes yes tell me anything but please don't die I would call an ambulance."

I quickly dialed the number but he stopped me

"No dont. I just want you and need you to stay away from Meera."

I was confused

"What?"

"I know how much you love her beta but stay away from her. I know you have a part in your dads gang. It's not safe for her. So leave and come back when she's older, and never have anything other than dosti."

"But Dev Malik she's gonna need me.. mostly if you don't let me dial the ambulance.."

"Leave her."

His eyes closed and I covered his head with my sweater.

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