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** a few weeks later of partying, drama, and getting closer and meeting so many more people. I met this one girl, Faith. She's super sweet and she's also friends with Jordan. I've been hanging out with them two a lot lately as well as Mads, but separately. Tonight is another SWAY party and they both are coming. ALSO! This chapter will become a little bit dirty but no more than touching and kissing :) **

"Wait you haven't met Vinnie yet?" I shake my head at Faith as we both are shopping for an outfit to wear to the party. It's a 'Thanksgiving theme' and we both don't even know what that is so we are just picking out fall party vibes. 

"No, I don't even know who that is," I say looking at a flannel. She looks at me, "How? Jordan and I are his best friends!" She says holding up ripped jeans to her legs. I shrug, "Anyways, I think we should do ripped jeans with a regular plain t-shirt and a cardigan." I look at Faith. "Wait, look at this." I walk over to Laced Cami Tops.

"These with ripped jeans and a flannel tied at the bottom." She nods at my suggestion, "I love!" We both grab a white lace top, very ripped dark washed jeans, and grab different colored flannels, so we aren't matching completely. We also decided to grab the fishnets to put them under our very ripped jeans.

We get to sway and people are already there so we run up and get changed in my room. I hear a ding and Faith looks at her phone. "Jordan is here!" She says, excited. "Yay!" I reply and we walk downstairs.

"You guys look great!" We turn to see Jordan and we give him a hug. 

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"Hi baby," Jaden says, finally finding me after hours. "Hi," I say wrapping my arms around his neck and giving him a kiss. "Let's go to your room," Jaden says running his hand all over me. "Okay," I say biting my lip. "You sure?" He asks, knowing it would be my first time if things escalated. "Positive." I smile and he smiles back. 

He closes and locks my door and pushes me against the wall, looking at my eyes. I smile and look at his lips and he starts to kiss me. He picks me up and lays my back against my bed as he hovers over me, kissing me. He runs his hand all over me, exploring my body. He starts kissing my neck and unbuttoning my jeans and unzipping them as he opens a condom. 

"Wait wait wait," I whisper quickly. "What?" He looks at me, confused. "I can't," I say breathing heavy, looking at his eyes. "Just this once..." He continues kissing my neck. He takes his hands and grips the waist of my jeans and starts to pull them off. "Okay, okay, stop." I pull his head up and he shakes his head. "Baby just this once." I shake my head, "No, no means no baby. 'Just this once' might not seem like a big deal for you but it is for me because it is my first time." 

"Right, sorry." He says sitting next to me as I sit up and fix my jeans. I kiss his cheek and someone knocks on the door. "Is Jaden in there?" I open the door and see Mads.

"Yeah, why?" She starts to cry. "I just need to talk to him." I nod, "Oh, okay. I hope you are okay! I'll leave you guys be." I move out of the way and shut the door. 

"What were you guys doing?" Addison winks as I reach the bottom of the steps. "We didn't get far, I backed out." She smiles, "That's okay. He understood right?" I take a deep breath, "The second time I said no." She sighs, "Babe, no, he should've stopped the first." I shrug and go to reach for my phone in my back pocket and don't feel it. 

"Shit, I left my phone in there... I'll be right back," I say to Addison, "Be here!" She replies. I go to my room and open the door.

"What the hell!" I yell as I see Madson Jaden's lap, kissing him. My heart sinks and they both look at me and Mads gets off of his lap.  "I am so sorry..." Jaden stands up. I back up a little, taking a deep breath. 

"How... how long has this been going on?" Mads looks at me, "Off and on 8 months but so far it's been on for 2 months." I raise my eyebrows. "Say something, baby." I look at Jaden. " Jaden, I literally almost trusted you with my body tonight. Do you understand how I am feeling right now? And Mads, to have the audacity knowing you and Jaden are doing this and you are trying to become best friends with me. Oh my god." 

I start tearing up, "I understand, baby but," I cut Jaden off. "Stop calling me bay right now! And always. We are done. How the hell can you do this?! Fuck Mads on the side while I was at my house, being loyal, even when I was here! You guys we're doing shit behind my back!" Addison comes in behind me, "Is everything okay?" I look at her, showing my mascara stained face. I let out a smile. 

"Jaden..." Addison looks at him. "It's not what it looks like," Jaden says and Addison looks back at me and I leave the room. I go into Jadens room and start finding my clothes in his room I was saving in there and taking them back. I put them all in a bag and go out of the room. I bump into someone and they look at me confused, "Aye, you good?" I shake my head and wipe my tears. "You're Jadens girl, right?" I shake my head, "Ex." 

"Oh, shit." He says looking into my eyes. "Here, can I help, uh, clean you up?" he asks and I can smell the alcohol in his breath. "Yeah, sure."  He nods, "The last place you'll wanna be right now but... closest bathroom." He tasks my arm and takes me into Jadens room and into the bathroom connected to it. 

"Sit on the counter," he says going into a cabinet, getting a small towel. "You know your way in here," I say lifting myself onto the counter. "Showered in here after workouts a few times." I nod.

He some of the towel under the water and starts wiping my face. "What happened?" I shrug, "Was cheating on me basically the whole 4 months we were together." He sighs, "Sorry to hear that." I shrug and smile.

It gets silent and he stops wiping my face and looks at my lips. I clear my throat, "Ahem, I like your snake tattoo." He smiles, "Thank you." I smile back at him. 

It gets silent again a few minutes later and he's looking at my lips. "Fuck it," I whisper underneath my breath and I grab the back of his neck and we start to kiss. 

He unbuttons my jeans and slides his hand in my jeans, not my underwear though. He rubs me through my underwear and I break the kiss letting out a soft moan. 

We both walk out of Jaden's room like nothing happened and went separate ways. Nothing happened more than kissing and touching through my underwear... and, maybe his fingers inside of me for a little. I liked it that way, I wasn't ready to go further that second, being I just left a relationship.

Everyone starts to leave and I realize I never got the boy's name, I don't even know his name. I see him leaving and I go to go after him but Josh takes my wrist. "Y/n," He says looking at me. "Josh I can't right now." He nods, "I know you are upset. I want you to sleep in my room and I will sleep on the floor. I just don't want Jaden to do anything because he has bad anger problems and he really really did love you I don't know why he did this. But he really did so you cutting things off only made him more upset." I smile, "Thank you for looking out for me." 

I hear the front door shut and I look to see the boy gone. I let out a big sigh, "I'm ready for bed now." He hugs me and we walk to his room. "Do you want me to go get you clothes to sleep in?" I nod, just a shirt is fine, I don't need pants or shorts if that is okay with you." He nods, "Yeah of course, whatever you want!" I smile. "One of your shirts is fine, it'll save you time." He nods and throws me one of his shirts. "I'll uh, face the corner." I smile ad he turns around.

"Done," I say pulling my hair out of the back of the shirt and laying down. "Thank you, Josh." He nods, "Also... if it is okay with you, of course, sway set a time for you tomorrow to move in with Faith and Jordan and their roommates." I smile, "Yeah, sure." I smile. "I'm truly sorry about this." I shrug, "It happens." turn on my side as Josh lays down on the floor. "Jaden won't be home when you are moving." I nod, "Okay." I say yawning. 

"Goodnight, Y/n." I smile, "Goodnight, Josh." I stare at the wall for a little and fall asleep.

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