Breaking bad and until dawn AU: Sam x male reader

Season 4 episode 11: crawl space

Mike calls someone and says to get ready. Jesse drives, honking his horn as he gets to the people. Jesse opens the passenger door so they can get mike, the main guy looks at mike, opens the passenger door and sees Gus, your holding onto him so he doesn't completely fall, you push him toward the man and they put Gus on a stretcher and take him inside

"Wait, what about him?" You say as they walk away

"Let's get him inside" you say as you carry him inside and put him on a hospital bed

"Hey, someone, help. Por favor. Assistance. This man needs help!" Jesse says

"This man pays my salary" one of the doctors say

"Your just gonna leave him?" You ask

You sit outside as Jesse and Gus leave. You follow them

"What happened to the plane?" Jesse asks

"There are many ways down south, but unfortunately there is only one way north. Six miles to Texas. I got a man there who'll drive us the rest of the way" Gus says

"I kinda liked the plane" Jesse says

"Yeah, it's different than the others I've been on" you say

"So you gonna make it?" Jesse asks gus "six miles is pretty far"

"I'll make it" Gus says "you two did well down here. You also proved a point. I think you two can run the lab by yourselves now, don't you?" Jesse and you stops, gus notices this and turns around

"Let mr white go. Pay him off or fire him. Don't kill him" Gus says

"You know that won't work" Gus says

"Then we won't cook" you say as you continue walking

Timeskip

"One stop" Gus says as he leaves the car. He enters a retirement home, you and Jesse follow him

"Hello hector" Gus says to an old man. You notice that it's tucos uncle. Gus takes out a necklace and speaks to him, you can't hear it, he keeps speaking and slowly walk to him as Jesse also walks in. You finally hear Gus speak

"Do you know who killed Joaquin? Would you like to see?" He says as he makes tucos uncle look at you and Jesse "these young men. Do you remember them? Those young men shot Joaquin to death. While I made my mistake" Gus says as hector Salamanca looks at you and Jesse with alot of anger in his eyes "I believe you have met him before. It was just you and Joaquin. He was the only family you had left. Now the Salamanca name dies with you. Will you look at me now? Look at me hector. Look at me" Gus says, hector continues to stare at you and Jesse. Gus gets up and walks out. You and Jesse follow

Timeskip

"Is it bad that I felt... alive?" You ask, sitting on the couch with Sam

"Alive? What did you do?" She asks

You look at her, and tell the truth "I killed a man, and shot another 2 times. I saw many people die from poison, and another get choked to death."

"You felt alive?" Sam asks

"The adrenaline... it was just crazy..." you say "I know you would probably be angry but-"

"Y/n, never." She says as she gets up and sits on your lap "I'd never be angry at you for protecting yourself"

"You were angry once at me for protecting myself" You say

"Okay, that's different. I was mad because you had lied" Sam says

"To protect myself from you being angry" you say

"And because you had been working in an illegal business without telling your friends so they can make up an alibi for you incase you were caught" Sam says

"To protect myself from my friends being angry that I didn't say anything" you say "I can play this game all day"

"Okay, I get it. Point is, I'm not angry at you, I love you" she says

"I love you too" you say as the two of you kiss

Timeskip

You sit down, shirtless, watching tv with Sam on your couch. The doorbell rings and you look at Sam and chuckle

"Go, go, go" she says as she grabs a blanket that was put to the side and puts around herself so the person knocking doesn't see her in her bra. You put on a tank top and pause the show. You open the door and see Walter there

"Walter" you say

"We need to talk. I'm sorry." He says as he looks behind you, he sees Sam there looking back at him

"What do you want?" You ask

"I know what happened at jesses house. But listen, I know you and Jesse were cooking without me. Gus is gonna use you to replace me. He doesn't need me anymore. I'm asking you, not as your partner, I'm asking you, as a friend. Please, help me."

"Walter... you told us 'go to Mexico and screw up like I know the two of you will. And wind up in a barrel somewhere!' I'll try to convince Gus not to kill you. But that's it. Maybe Jesse will help you out." You say as you close the door on him

"That was... cold" Sam says

"I didn't mean to be, but it's... complicated. I don't want him to die, but I don't want him to be near me anymore. He is a terrible person, but also a good man." You say

"I get it." She says