The Other Gilbert Twin(tvd)

I'M FEED UP!!!!!!!!!!

" Oh," Thats all that escaped her lips.

Was she dissapointed or mad? I was unable to pinpiont the emotion she felt.

" Vicki If your uncommfortable with my relationship just say,"I said while taking her hand in mine." The last thing I want is that............if you want to say anything say you are my beat friend and I wount let a boy come between us," I continued.

" Amara you are my best friend so is Tyler ..........and if that I'll have to sacrifice my happines for your's ...then I'll do it," She said while attending a customer.

" Vicki," I said trying to reason with her.

" No Amara! you've safrificed your happiness countless times so its my turn," She said with a made up mind.

I just glanced at her and sighed.

NARATOR'S POV

It has been a long time since a Alice felt this way.Happy.

And her older brother noticed it .

What he was not able to pinpoint who his younger sister had feelings for  Elena or Amara?

That's the most important question he had to figure out.

Another pressing question to figure out was of his own.....Did he love Elena or Amara?

Surely it had to be Elena.......She was compationate and friendly......on the other hand it was Amara who looked just like Kathrine........The vampire who turned The Famous Salvatore Trio.

Not only did she look like Kathrine she composed and acted like her in every single way .

While Elena was the exerct opposite.

When Alice first saw Amara she wanted to ingnore the attraction she felt with her but it was imposible.

But when she saw how good and compationate she was toward her she got more atracted.

Alice decided that she will get close to her as a friend.

News that spred is that she was inlove with her best friend called Tyler Lockwood.

Her intentions were not bad at all ........she wasn't planning on destroying her reletionship with Tyler although it painned her.

She was on her way to The Mystic Grill with all the thoughts rushing into her.  

The Mystic Grill bell wet on when Alice swayed the door to enter.

Her eyes rommed and Immediately they caught a pair of Hazel.

She smiled as she walked to the counter to order a drink. 

As she approched her she accidentally heard her conversation with the bar attender Vicki .

Amara's POV  

" Vicki um can I ask you something?" I asked Vicki as she attended to yet another coustomer . I did not bother to look who it was.

" Yeah sure ," she said finishing attending to the coustomer.

" Uh do you still hook Jeremy up with drugs?" I asked.                                                                                         She looks down and just sighs before saying

" Yes Amara ...........he came to me and pleaded that I hook him up only once,"

" What did you want in return ?"I asked knowing that my best friend would never do anything for free.........and Jeremy at that time did not have the money to buy drugs with.

" I slept with him,"  She said and it came out almost a whisper.                                                                           Slowly by slowly I felt my anger rising. 

" You slept with my brother?" I shouted not caring if I would make a scene.

NARATOR'S POV 

Alice almost jumped when she heard Amara scream to Vicki.

" I'm sorry Amara but that was the only way I could hook him up and he was up to it , and really desparate," Vicki answered avoiding Amara's gauze .

" But why him Vic he is only fifteen ," Amara said now not shouting but breaking into sobs, it tore Alice a little to see Amara like this.

" I'm sorry but it kind of happened ," Vicki said feeling apologetic.

" And how are you in love with Tyler?............or  did it kind of happen the exerct way it did with Jeremy.....Look I know that your just using Jeremy to get to me  but I'm asking your a friend 'please leave him alone' if I ever see you near him so help me I will make your life a living hell," She said with so much venom in her tone. 

As she continued to talk like this it only made reminded Alice of Kathrine.

" I think I can decide who I want in my life," a voice was heard as the owner of the voice come to view it was non other than Jeremy Gilbert. Alice just stayed in her sport not wanting to get involved.

" Jeremy stay away from this..........I got you into this mess and I will be the one to get you out," she said her voice lowering into a soft one.

" No you stay away from this Amara I get to decide who I want in my life and right now I need Vicki more than you so just piss off and Vicki alone," The younger Gilbert said looking at his older sister.

" So that's your final decision ' ditch your sister for the hooker' Jeremy cant you see that she is using you against me, against everyone .........but let me tell you..." she stated while getting closer to Vicki. 
 
When she was close enough she slapped Vicki right across the face.

" IF YOU EVER COME NEAR ME I WILL KILL YOU," she yelled and stormed off.

AMARA'S POV
I stormed out of the grill not thinking straight.
All I could think of was how pissed I was at Jeremy, at Vicki my best friend who turned my brother against me.

When I reached at the house I froze at an instant.
Stefan and Elena were probably drilling on each other.
The sight of them just made me sick.
How was this possible.
Why was I feeling this way?
Why was I feeling jealous seeing my twin with Stefan.
I was with Tyler.......I was satisfied...
Why I'm I feeling this way.

I ingnored whatever once of jealous I felt.
I pushed Stefan out of the way and walked in.
I was sure he almost fell to the ground.

" Amara what's wrong with you," I heard Elena say as stromed inside my bedroom.
I didn't care about anything right now.
My sister just made me feel like shit.
The brother that I sacrificed my drug addicton now hated me.

What was there to do right now.
I could go back to drugs but something was telling me not to.
Maybe I should listen to it.

Tyler tried to call me but all I did was ignore it I wanted to be alone.
I didn't even change my clothes or remove my boots I just flopped into my bed and tucked myself in.

I couldn't help but feel like someone was watching me..... but I brushed it off and slowly I drifted to sleep.