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"Did she tell you about my disea-"

-"hmm..", he broke in, his tone indeed saying it loud that he not at all wanted to hear that word.

"Siddhaat....I' ...I'm-.. I'm sorry..I really am.............mujhse himmat he nhi hui batane ki".

Her speech quavered and her face sunkened, incapable of gathering enough strength to look above.

-"dekho, mujhe abb tumse koi baat nhi krni hai...I'm go-"

"don't...please....

.....Siddhaat, meri ess rare condition ki vajeh se meri zindagi mai kaafi logo ne mera saath choda hai... Ek he best friend thi...usko khone ke baad.... Kaafi dost bane.. Lekin harr ek ne saath chod diya, bass meri ess condition ki vajah se!.... Kabhi mai kissi ki birthday party mai behoosh ho jati... Kabhi mujhe saans chadne lagte... Kabhi kissi ki celebration party mai mujhe cell reaction ho jata..... Un sab ke happy moments ko main kharab kr deti...aese krte krte sab ne saath chod diya... Phir main akeli rehne lagi.....lekin yahan aane se pehle socha ki koshish krungi koi dost banane ka taaki ma ko bhi lage ki mai khush hun....par jab yahan ayi to saamne se to kissi ne ek shabd tak nhi pucha to laga ki meri zindagi mai ye sab nhi hai... Par phir tum aye..", she said and a soft smile crawled her face as she said the last line.
"..Aur aesa sath mila jaisa aaj tak nhi mila... Lekin Harr pall sochti ki najaane kab kuch ho jaye mujhe......aur tum bhi auro ki tarah mujhe-"

-"I'm not one of those.. ", he broke in.

"Hmm... Yahi kehta tha dil harr waqt... Parr jo kadve experience life mai maine kiye... Unko soch ke darr lagta tha ki pata lagne parr--........ Lekin nhi... Aaj jo dil keh raha tha uss parr mohar laga di tumne.... Jiss cheez ke liye tum etni dair se wait kr rahe thae usse chodd kr mera saath diya...abb mujhe poora bharosa hai ki tum mera saath nhi--", she said and stopped, looking at his sore face.

"Sidd.. Sach mano... Maine tumhe thode dino mai bata dena tha... Believe me"

-"Kab batana tha?!...haan!?...
jab meri aankhon ke saamne tumhe kuch ho jata aur mai...........poori zindagi ek aur pachtaave ke sath jeeta!...tab batana tha haina!?...."

"Aesa matt bolo...matt bolo aese...", she implored, her eye wet.

Her guilty expression abruptly switched to a more tensed and scared one within a fraction of second and she eyed at him, her eyes pleading.

"please...please...", she cried." please don't leave me ever...PLEASE!", her cry elevated. Her face, her tone,..... her soul seemed to be scared.... scared of losing a newly found but one of the most previous piece of the puzzle of her life.

She feared losing him, losing his care, his voice, his motivation, his support, his cute mockery, his fun, ..........his love and his presence.

Sidd looked hurtful but his anger melted seeing her like that. He cupped her face and with the soft rub of his thumb wiped the moisture off her cheeks.

 He cupped her face and with the soft rub of his thumb wiped the moisture off her cheeks

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"I'm with you......... And will always be..", he slowly said near her ear.
"Lekin mai naraz zaroor tha... Kyuki u very well know that the only thing to do in your condition is to reach Dr. Abhijay as soon as possible....par phir bhi tumne mujhe ye baat nhi batayi..........chalo chodo usse...just remember............. I can't afford to lose you... ", he said and pecked her forehead. And Shehnaazika, the very next moment, sunk herself in the warmth of his chest, not wanting the moment to end.

 And Shehnaazika, the very next moment, sunk herself in the warmth of his chest, not wanting the moment to end

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He also then wrapped his arms around her shoulders, gently rubbing her back in response.
His warmth felt surreal. The nothingness of her life seemed to be ceasing within the walls of his embrace.
And she broke down under the tenderness of his clasp grip.

"haan haan, achi tarah aankhe naak sab poonch lo....apni he to shirt hai...handkerchief ki kya zaroorat hai", he lovingly teased, trying to lighten her mood.

"Siddhaaaat!", she said and cracked up and they both cackled😁😂.

They spent some time in the university and then they both left for her home.

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Mrs. Singh was preparing laddus when they both came back home. Sidd was about to leave but Mrs. Singh insisted him to stay back for a while.

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"haan to ye Siddhaat ki vajah se he to jeetae ho tum... Sabse bada wala laddu to Sidd ko he milega...", said Mrs. Singh, ganging up with Sidd😁😜.

"Haww mamman😩, kal mila hai aapko sidd kal!....aur abhi se usko favour....not fair haan!🤨", Sheh said.

-"arre koi baat nhi aunty, aese he koi yahan pe roone lagega....khilado ussi ko", Sidd teased.😜

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