I F**king Hate You || minsung ff

just one day

I dont even deserve him

He always told me to go away

He told me I was annoying

But I love him soo much I can not let him go

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Minhos POV

When I heard them I couldn't hold my tears back

I just ran out of jisungs and Felix's house/dorm

I was running with tears rolling down my face

When I arrived to my special place [ cLiché ik ik ]

I sat down and cry at the beach while hugging my knees

Jisung POV

It was late at night so I wanted to go to sleep

But felix and chan hyung was scared for some reason

"Hey what's happening"

"Minho hyung isnt here or his dorm and he left his phone here"

"How long he's been missing?"

"For 3 hours"

"We have look for him"felix said while panicking

"I'm too tired"

"Jisung we know you dont like him but this is serious"

"But I dont care"

"JISUNG THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND" chan hyung yelled

"Ok I will geez" while having tears in my eyes

I hated being shouted

I ran to find that piece of shit

I was annoyed

He literarily made chan hyung yell at me

He never yelled at me before

After 30 minutes of looking for him

"I should go home oh wait I forgot my special place nah I dont think he knows it"

I decided to look for him at the beach

I was about to go back until I heard a familiar voice

"Just one day If you hold hands"
And sniffing

I ran to the place were I heard the sound

I'm not gonna lie I was scared that something happened to minho hyung

I saw a figure hugging their knees and crying

I knew it was minho hyung

But I didnt think anything about that moment

I sat down next to him and waited him to notice me

He looked at me

"J-jisung wh-y your here"

"To find your dumbass"

"Just go home"

Just do it

Do it

"Why ar-e you looking at me- huh" his breathing stopped but he is still alive

I hugged him

Even tho I hate him I had to hug him

I couldnt stand people being sad or crying

He sobbed on my shirt

"Why! Why! WHY!" [If you know that audio you understand it uwu]

[𝘍𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘹 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘶𝘸𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘴]

I just looked at him

"Why him and not me" he looked directly into my eyes

I can see his eyes were puffy with tear stain on his cheeks

"What do you mean?"

"I'm telling you why felix and not me"

"I-I dont get it"

"WHY YOU LOVE FELIX AND NOT me...."

He cried harder

"Why would I love you freak"

"I know you hate me ok. At least *he sniffed*"

He couldn't finish the sentence

He was a crying mess

"Ughhhh I dont get it and you don't even know why should I love you, you freak"

I sighed

"Just go to the fucking house so I dont get grounded and you thought i care for you you were wrong bitch"

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I wrote this in online class

while jamming caramelladansen

I dont know what wrong with meh🤠🔫

He he he I'm not ok 𝘜𝘸𝘜 [ 𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘗 𝘚𝘈𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘜𝘞𝘜 𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘋𝘜𝘔𝘉𝘈𝘚𝘚 𝘜𝘎𝘏𝘏𝘏]

But I hope you are honey~♡