Secret affair | p.jm || 21+ |

~9~

•Yoongi•

I had gotten a text from Jimin early this morning telling me to meet up with him. So here I am, sitting outside at a cafe waiting for him. It wasn't long until I seen him walking up and I hold my hand up so he can see me. He comes over and sits across from me.

"I ordered you a coffee." I slide him a cup. "Thanks." And by the tone of his voice, I can tell something is up. Now that I think about it, he didn't call or text me about anything last night. Maybe that's why he wanted to meet up this morning? Was it that bad last night he couldn't call?

"Well?" He takes a sip of the coffee. Clearing his throat, his eyes avert down and he looks at the cup. "I uh.." He draws out and I raise an eyebrow. A sigh escapes his lips. He takes another sip and averts his eyes to the road, not looking at me. "You did tell her, right?" He nibbles his bottom lip and shakes his head.

"No." His voice is barely above a whisper. He looks up at me. "I couldn't." My mouth parts open. "I couldn't tell her. I can't do that to her." I sigh and take a sip of my own coffee. I go to say something but he beats me to it.

"I hate myself for keeping it from her. I want her to know and leave him. But at the same time, I can't hurt her like that. I don't want to see her cry and in pain because of how much she loves him." He lays in head on one of his hands and sadly smiles.

"She had so much fun yesterday and seemed happy. I didn't want to ruin that. I can't make her cry." I sigh again and look at a car driving by. "You like her don't you?" I look at him to see he's looking at me too. He just lightly nods my head. "We've only really started hanging and talking. And I already feel so much for her."

I know the feeling. Years ago, I was totally in love with her. But she already had her eyes on Jungkook. And when they got together, which really hurt by they way, I backed off and acted like I was fine. I eventually moved on though. When I was in Daegu, I ended up finding someone. And now I can see it in Jimin.

He said he feels things for her. But I can already tell he's falling for her. And hard. I can also see the guilt in his eyes. "She needs to know Jimin."

"I know."

•Y/N•

"Just a week left and you're on break right?" My brothers asks. "Yeah." I set my phone sitting up so I can see him. "How's Paris?" He smiles. "It's really cool here. I think you'd love it."

"Yeah. Probably." He then raises an eyebrow. "How come you aren't coming with mom and dad for Christmas?" I just shrugged. "How come you're not coming home for Christmas?" I shoot back. He opens his mouth to say something but then closes it. "Touché." We both giggle.

"I'm actually might be going to a cabin." He raises an eyebrow again and lets out a small laugh. "You? In the woods? Up at a cabin?" I nod and he laughs again. "Who are you going with?" I look down and play with my fingers. "A friend." I hear hum. "Surprised you're not going with Jungkook. Can't believe you're still with that loser." He huffs and I look up at him.

"Tae." I kind of snap at him and he shrugs. "I don't care. I know I've said it before and I'll say it again. I don't like the guy. He just gives off bad vibes." I roll my eyes. He's never liked Jungkook from the beginning. Always saying something like "something about him is off," or "I'll kill him if he does anything to you." That one, I don't doubt. Taehyung has always been super protective of me. It pisses me off. Don't get me wrong. I love my older brother, but it gets annoying sometimes.

"I'm actually going with his best friend, Jimin." I look back at him and he looks like he's thinking. "Jimin.. Jim.. AH! I remember him. I've only met him once or twice. He's seems like a pretty cool dude." I smile and look down again. "Yeah.. he's uh.. really cool." He chuckles. "Holy shit, do you like him?"

My eyes widen as I look back at the screen. When I glance at the box that has my face in it, I notice my cheeks are red. "What! N-no!" I quickly defend myself and he smirks. "Really? Then why are blushing and stuttering? And the smile you had your face and the way you acted all shy, it's what you look like when you talk about Juancock- Jungkook, sorry."

My eyes narrow slightly and he holds in a laugh. "He's just a friend." I say as a matter of factly. "Uh huh. Sure." My lips form a pout. "You're my little sis. I can read you like an open book. I can tell when you like someone." Do I like Jimin?

Yes...No.. I don't know!?!?

There's definitely something there though. But I don't like it. I'm with Jungkook. Not that he even really pays attention to me anyway. But that doesn't mean I should be liking someone else, let alone his best friend.

"Well I'll let you get some sleep, you have midterms to get through tomorrow." He says and I nod. "Night sis." I smile. "Night Tae." And he hangs up. After turning my light off, I flop down on my bed and under the covers. A sigh escapes my lips.

Maybe.. I don't like Jimin. Maybe I just like the attention he's giving me? But he's sweet and funny. He makes me laugh and takes me out for a day to have fun. Something Jungkook hasn't done in months. I can't remember the last time we actually went on a date. But I love Jungkook.

But I'm also starting like Jimin...