Secret affair | p.jm || 21+ |

~16~

•Y/N•

My eyes are almost popping out of my head with how wide they are. He just grabbed my face and is kissing me. But my eyes start to close and my hands go up to his neck, while his go down to my waist. My heart starts racing the kiss continues. It's slow and sweet. His lips are soft.

But I open my eyes and quickly separate my self from him. "Jimin.. I-" I can't finish my sentence. He sighs and looks down. "I know, sorry." He mutters and walks past me to his room. I hear the door close. For some reason I feel guilty for pushing him away. The slight hurt in his eyes when I did makes my heart ache a little. But I couldn't let it continue, knowing I'm still with Jungkook.

I sigh and turn back into my room. I lay on the bed and look at the ceiling. Some guilt fills me. One, because I pushed him away. Two, because I'm with Jungkook. And lastly, because I actually enjoyed it. Remembering the feeling of his soft plump lips against mine makes me want more.

No

I can't. This is so wrong. Me wanting someone else, my boyfriend's best friend of all people, is so wrong. And I can't tell Jungkook. It was a mistake after all. I'll just pretend it didn't happen. I love him. I don't have any feelings from Jimin, and that won't happen again.

Yeah, keep telling yourself that.

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I don't even remember falling asleep. I grab my phone and check the time.

11:30

Damn, I slept a while. I sigh and go to bathroom to brush my teeth. After I'm done, I walk out into the living room area and see Jimin sitting on the couch watching a movie. He just glances at me and turns back to the tv. I sigh and go to the kitchen just grabbing an apple and some water. I grab a book off one of the shelves and go back to my room.

Through the day, we haven't spoke a word to each other. Just a few glances here and there. We also didn't really stay in the same room as each other. It was now late. Deciding I was hungry, I leave my room and walk back out to the kitchen. Not seeing Jimin out there, I assume he's in his room. The only light source being the fireplace.

I just find something small to eat. Right after I was done, I turn around and see Jimin standing in the doorway of the hallway staring at me.

Please don't look at me like that

I can see the same look in his eyes after I pushed him away the night before. It hurts me too but I know I probably hurt him. I already sort of known he likes me. He's not very good at hiding it. And I quickly developed feelings for him, even though it's wrong. His sweet, charming personality made me fall for him, and hard.

"Jimin." I mutter and be sadly smiles at me. I really did hurt him did I? I breath out a shaky breath and gulp as he continues to stare at me. "Y/N, I'm sorry. I didn-"

"Kiss me." I suddenly say, cutting him off. He looks taken back at my request and blinks a few times. "What?" He says confused in an almost whisper. My heart picks up it's pace. "I said, kiss me." In less than a second, he marches his way over to me. One of his hands grab the back on my neck as he crashes his lips to mine. My hands ball up his shirt as I try to pull him closer.

He glides his tongue across my bottom lip and I gladly open my mouth, his tongue instantly finding mine. He pats my leg, signaling me to jump. I do and he catches me, wrapping legs around his waist. He turns around and walks to one of the rooms. Kicking the door closed, and turns around and pushes me against it. My hands are in his hair. "Jimin."

I say between the kiss. He pulls away and we're both breathing heavily. "Do you want me to stop?" He says between breaths as he looks me in the eyes. I shake my head. "N-no." I say breathlessly and his mouth is back on mine in less than a second.

The next thing I knew is I'm being thrown on the bed and him hovering over me. His lips start to trail down my neck as his hands slip under my shirt. I flip us over so I'm on top of him and he sits up. He pulls my shirt off and takes his off right after, exposing his perfectly chiseled body, and I was flipped back over on my back. It was all going so quickly that I didn't even notice that he took my bottoms off and then his.

He crawled back on top of and rest between my legs as his kisses me again, his hands roaming all over me. My skin feeling like it's burning as he does. He nibbles at my bottom lip and I open my mouth allowing his tongue in. My one hand rests on the side of his neck while the other is in his hair. I feel him slowly insert himself in me and I lightly gasp. "You ok?" He pulls away enough to ask. I just nod my head.

His lips come back to mine and he slowly starts moving. As I moan, his lips go down to my neck. He starts to pick up the pace, causing me to moan even more. He gently nips at my neck and he starts to get a little rougher.

"Jimin." I moan out his name the second he hits a certain spot. And he hits it over and over and over. He leans up on one arm and puts the other under me, lifting me up a little to angle me better.

And holy shit.

I see him slightly smirk at my reaction to the slightly different angle. "Don't stop, please." I cry out and he kisses me again. Suddenly, I start to feel almost like a pressure feeling in my stomach. Grunts start coming from him and he hooks his arms underneath me. He slows down but he's still being a little rough with each thrust.

And then it hits me. I scream out his name and my nails dig into his back as I reach my high. "Shit." And with a few more thrusts, he as well finishes. He collapses next to me and pulls me close to him, pulling the covers up after.

That was probably the best sex I've had in a while.

I can't remember the last time I had an orgasm.

He kisses my forehead and my eyes close.

When I open them again, I see the sun shining through the curtains. Damn, guess I slept all night.

I'm laying in the same position that I fell asleep in, but Jimin isn't there. I sit up and rub my eyes. I reach down and grab his shirt, putting it on and then getting out of bed. I open the door and walk out to the living room. There he is, just in his boxers, sitting on the couch watching a movie. I lean against the door frame with my arms crossed and a smile spreads across my face.

He notices me and smiles. "Hey you." He says and I walk towards him.

I need more.

Once I'm in front of him, I take off his shirt and I see him arch an eyebrow as a corner of his lips lift up. I crawl onto his lap and instantly bring him into a kiss. Our bodies pressed against each other. He holds me close with one arm wrapped around my waist as one of his hands is on the back of my head.

I feel him harden under me and I smirk between the kiss. He lifts up a little bit to take his boxers off and throw them away. I lower myself on him and we both moan as I do.

Round two.