The Sister | Javier Peña x reader

Chapter 10 - what an idiot

You woke up the next day in Javi's bed. Javi had his arm slung around your waist and he was still asleep.
You decided that it'd be best to get up now, but decided not to wake Javi yet.

You carefully moved Javi's arm off your waist so you wouldn't wake him up, and you slowly climbed out of bed. Quietly, you walked into his kitchen and decided to make Javi some breakfast, as a thank you for taking care of you and protecting you.

You couldn't help but think about the first time you had been in Javi's apartment. It was your second day in Columbia and Javi had offered you to stay the night at his place. "Wow," you thought. You couldn't believe that it was actually 2 months ago.

And now that you had shared the kiss with Javi you couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be with him.  You liked Javi, you really did. But before this kiss, you honestly hadn't thought about him like this before. But now that you had kissed him, it was different. Everything was different. The way you saw him was different. He was more than just a colleague to you now.

You let your mind wander about different things. Firstly, you decided to ask Javi not to tell Steve about the kiss, because he would definitely be mad at you.
But you also kept thinking about the moment you shared with Javi. Did it mean something to Javi? The kiss was so passionate and full of heat, so you couldn't just let that go.

Suddenly, a voice interrupted your thought. "Good morning," you heard Javi say which made you turn around.

"Good morning, Javi. I made you some breakfast, as a thank you," you told him and placed a plate on his kitchen table. Javi who seemed to be rather hungry quickly took a sear and started eating the food that you had made him.

While Javi was eating and you were drinking your coffee, you were trying to pluck up the courage to talk to Javi about the kiss.

"Javi?" you asked him. He looked up at you from his plate and he signaled you to go on.
"I was kinda hoping that we could talk," you told him nervously. You noticed that Javi shifted slightly uncomfortably and he sat down his fork and knife.

"If it's about the kiss, I think we can both agree that it shouldn't have happened and that it won't happen again. God, I don't even know what I was thinking. I guess it was just happened in the heat of the moment," Javi told you which took you by surprise.

"Actually, I was going to ask you not to say anything to Steve about it because I know thy he would get mad at the both of us, but you know what? It's good to know where you're at."

You stood up, put your mug in the sink and walked over to the door. "I'm just gonna go and stay at Steve's," you told him and shut the door behind you rather loudly.
It's safe to say that you left behind a confused and irritated Javi.

What were you supposed to do but leave the apartment. The guy that it turns out you liked, literally just told you that nothing would ever happen between the two of you again and that the moment you had shared together didn't mean anything to him. I think, you're entitled to being mad, well, and sad.

Of course, you weren't actually going to stay at Steve's. You couldn't. He already had so much on his plate, you didn't want to be a bother to him too.
You were just going to have to stay at your own apartment again. But how were you supposed to? You didn't know how? Not after last night. Not after knowing that someone had been able to get into your apartment that easily.

When it was time to leave for work, you waited for Steve by his car, like you usually do.
During the drive, you knew that Steve could tell that something was up with you, but he decided not to ask you about it. Not yet anyway. You were glad he didn't. He wasn't exactly someone that you could talk to about your boy troubles. Especially not when the boy was his best friend.