Saving Alexandria (GirlxGirl)

Chapter Nine

                                     Chapter Nine

                       ~~~~~ Alex - I'm not sure ~~~~~

     Kylie came into my mind a lot. Every other thought seemed to be of her. It’s frustrating that I can’t remember her. She makes my body react weirdly when I think of her kissing me. I can still feel her skin under my fingertips and have her fragrance engraved. Everything about her intrigues me beyond belief and at the same times drives me crazy. One person alone should not have such power.

I saw her she gave me a ring and then leave without another word. I didn’t understand anything at the time and still don't understand anything. If she loves me then why would she give me the ring back? It's true that I don't know who she is, but why would she just leave? It's not like I will remember her by doing so. All she has managed to do is mess me up even more. I got more questions than ever before and she’s the only one with the answers.

I cannot remember her, no matter how hard I try to. She is important though, I know that much. She loves me, or so everyone tells me she does. And I love her too, or at least that is what I hear too. I feel a connection when I’m with her. I crave her presence when I’m not with her. Like now. I find myself wondering what she is doing. Does she think of me?

Mike and Rachael have been trying to show me photos and taking me places that would make the memories come back, but all that did was manage to give me a headache. The pain pills barely take it away. It just doesn't make any sense why I can't remember these people.

Almost all the pictures shown to me are set in what seems to be another life. I'm smiling right next to her. She always looks at me not really facing the camera. When she did turn to the camera I would be the one not facing the camera. She looked happy and so did I. Why can’t I just remember her?

The workers in the house all seemed to know me and asked how I was feeling. They were very kind almost borderline creepy. The maid was extra creepy. She told me we were friends before the accident. She made the last two days go by easy though which I appreciate. I couldn't leave the house that much but I still had to do some physical therapy which a lady came to the house to help me with. To me it was unnecessary but it proved to be of tremendous help. I am almost fully recovered, physically at least.

I was told that I would be taken to a therapist. No matter how much I refused, Racheal managed to get me to go. Mrs. Lawry didn’t really do much. She asked a few questions to which I had no answer to. It was a long and agonizing hour. When the session was over I said thanks and left her office only to find Racheal speaking with the girl.

“There will always be a job for you in the shop.” Racheal says giving her a bright smile. I assume Racheal means her flower shop which I have yet to see.

“I don’t think that’s a good ide-“ She stopped talking as she noticed my presence. Her whole body structure changes. She becomes stiff looks away quickly. “I’ll talk to my mom about it.” She gives Racheal a hug and says goodbye. Without a single glance my way she enters the office out of sight.

I didn’t expect her to ignore me. I don’t know what I expected but her ignoring me was not it. She could have at least said “hi” or “bye”. Maybe she’s trying to move on. It can’t be easy being in her position. But I don’t think she fully comprehends my own position.

"You must eat." Melisa says scarring me out of my thoughts. Her voice is soft but there was a hint of irritation. She must have been telling me to eat a few times. I didn’t mean to ignore her.