The feeling of 2 part 1

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It Shouldn't be that hard right, you find the thing you love to do most and just do it. You put in the work and do it. But there are so many roadblocks in your life that make you cry, bleed, and scream at the ones you love. But that's the best thing about love it's an emotion that happens around you, you cant avoid it because it's all a part of the plan!

HATE an emotion that describes every feeling in my body caused by a great amount of other emotions. I hate that there's more words in the dictionary that relate to hate. My hate is caused by mainly stress. AHHH stress the feeling of anxiety in your life, where you try to make it work even though trying to make it work is causing you stress. But that's just another obstacle you'll just have to face isnt it. My HATE is the one thing that's so annoying its the emotion that I show most of the time. sometimes i cry, shout, bleed, or just make a fist and try to hide it under my sleeve. HATE's greatest ally to me is jealousy knowing you love someone dear to you is with someone else or this person has something better than what you have. My jealousy is something i can't control it is something I HATE about myself. I just try and ignore it but it seems to come back at full speed like a bullet to the heart.

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