Ive never been so alone in my life. You could say that I've changed a lot ever since school ended, the thing ive always feared of happening was losing another friend that I loved. This always happens I tell them I like them they dont like me back it hurts but ive gotten used to it. But I was never prepared for a storm like this. When you've gotten this far to just end up being one message a day friend, NO even worse, an aquintance. You yourself know you still like this person but you dont have the power to meet her cause she/he is to far or she/he chooses not to... either way its a pain. with her Ive never felt more alive, she made me smile everyday and I would always try to make her smile even if it was the corniest thing to say. But thats how much I care about her shes that important to me I didnt care if it was corny as long as it made her smile blush or even cry. Its inescapable my fate of never being loved by the one I love is making me shiver right now. (I sound needy loll I got the hint)
