"Whats past is past right? You should never look back but always forward" says the teacher in my class. I didnt believe that, I always thought to get through the future you have to look back at your mistakes in the past. But what do I know, I'm just an emotionally wrecked 15 year old boy. One thing I have a problem with back then and now is that I'm easily jealous. Which brings me back to the past, remember that girl who said "Hi" well ive liked her for a long time and obviously i wouldnt be the only guy who likes her as well. Lets call this guy Richard cause Richard is another name/meaning for Dick. You see Dick was such a Richard to me that he would flirt with this person that I liked while I was there. Now wouldnt that hurt if the one you love was with someone you hated a lot? Just the thought of it destroyed me so I wouldnt hang out with my friends cause there friends with him too. It made me cry, my HATE grew so much that I would act like you didnt know me, but that was the past.
