Negative Butterflies

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Being negative isnt really a bad thing, but if you're bringing somebody else down with you thats a whole different story. Some people find a flaw in other people's personality, action or behaviour, why? To make yourself or themselves feel better about yourself. Everyone has done it whether it is on purpose or not it doesnt effect the other persons reaction to what you said about him/her. I'm always negative you might as well put a picture of me in the definition of negative. Usually my honesty is the thing being negative, its a really really bad habit i dont know when to shut up I have the worst timing on earth. I just happen to join a cnversation and I automatically agree on the negative side. Me? I find a flaw in everybody... well almost everybody that is you know who you are. Everytime I talk to her it justs lights up my day and perspevtive on things. When I talk to her I actually dont feel like the bad guy for once. Its a nervous feeling, i like it my hands shaking, my heart racing faster then time, everything around me slows down and that smile, that smile that you have that you want to make go away but its forced by the feeling of her/him...

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