Axolotl •Bnha x Fem!reader•

_End: Pomeranian_

There were words you had to say. Whenever you opened your mouth, you had nothing. Everyone was confused.

You were mute, you couldn't speak. Many thought that it was a quirk accident.

You always glanced at Katsuki more. You thought that maybe it was that thumping feeling in your chest.

It was love.

You cowered whenever he came by. Your chest started thumping quickly and your face got red.

You needed to talk to him. "Pomeranian, I need to talk to you."

The words came out before you could stop them.

"Ah?"

"It's about something important. Let's head to the roof, it's private."

He raised an eyebrow and walked in front of you. "Hurry up, I'm not wasting my time!!"

"Yet you're willing to hear what I have to say."

He was silent and went up the steps and opened the door. Fresh air engulfed you.

"What the hell do you want?"

"I love you." You blurted out. "I-I mean I didn't mean to say that!! Oh no, this is embarrassing!!"

You cowered again while he was frozen and his eyes were wide.

"I love you." You repeated, bowing. "I hope you can go out with me."

Katsuki didn't know what to do at this point. "Fuck off."

You flinched, hearing his cold voice. "Eh?"

You stood up again, meeting his cold eyes.

"I said get lost. I don't have time for your feelings. They're useless."

He walked past you and to the door. Once he was gone, you let yourself cry.

You knew you couldn't dwell, but you loved him. Your ears burned red in humiliation and heartbreak.

But you had to wipe them away because the bell rang. You slapped your cheeks and smiled.

"You've been through worse, I'll talk to him later to clear it out!" You cheered. You knew you weren't okay but it was a try.

You entered the classroom, Aizawa scolding you for being late. You nervously laughed and sat down.

Katsuki stared at you, wondering if you were okay. He knew he was harsh so he checked for any signs of heartbreak.

He was irritated when he found out that you were fine. Was that just a joke? Was he a joke to you?

He decided to leave you alone, it didn't matter, he couldn't be distracted while aiming to be a hero.

You, on the other hand, were heartbroken. Some of your friends could tell. Others were fooled by your facade.

Anyway, you were heading to the kitchen at midnight because of story purposes. No, you were there because you couldn't sleep.

You had to sneak your way to the kitchen to get a quick drink of water. Or milk.

Somehow, Katsuki was also heading downstairs, he forgot his notes because his squad was fooling around.

He entered the common room but stopped when he saw you getting a glass of milk(if you're lactose intolerant, water).

You gulped it down and sighed. You washed it and set it back to its place. Then he heard sniffling.

His eyes dilated as he realized you meant what you said, you were just faking the happy act. He resisted the urge to go and hug you from behind.

"Stop crying, goddammit." He heard you say. "You'll talk to him tomorrow anyway."