Buttercup

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"Buttercup"

'Why do you build me up?
Buttercup baby just to let me down'

This was the song you sang to me when I cried. I didn't mind the lyrics before. But recently I've just realized that song was actually like us. You build me up whenever I was so down, whenever I felt like giving up.
But there are also some times wherein you didn't have the intention to let me down, but you just did.

' I'll be over at ten, you told me time and again
But your late, I wait around and then'

Our free time was only at night. Just the two of us. No one and nothing else mattered that time. I would always wait for you around ten pm. But sometimes I'd fall asleep and then I'd miss those times that you're online. And I couldn't talk to you and I hated myself for not trying my best to find a way for me to have your time.

' I went to the door, I can't take anymore
It's not you,  you let me down again'

Everytime my phone would ring or a notif would pop up, I'd be expecting that it would be you. I tried to open myself again for someone new but I just couldn't cuz I was always  hoping that it would be you. Just you.

'Baby baby try to find ,  a little time, and I'll make you happy'

I just wanted your time and nothing else. I wanna express my pure love for you. I desperately want you to be happy and not regret of choosing me.

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⚠️sorry for the errors
🌻helianthus.

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