I have mastered the art of falling in love

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taffy smiled at me last year, & i started to cough
up sonnets. her skin was the earth. i imagined
finding meadows in the crevices
of her back. i imagined--
her smile--      was not mine
to keep.       it hurt to excise her voice
from my dreams.

chisom smelled like coffee,
like the kind of mornings
i craved. & i loved to play with her
hair. to go digging
around her mouth for harvest.
until i could only find stones.

i’ve been here before. & my heart
has learned nothing.
yes, licking misery
off the same hands
that once fed you  
stardust is tragic.          but here i am taking risks.

rest your ear on my chest dear. tell me,do you hear my stupid heart doing flips?

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