As Long As Your Happy- louis partridge

Movie night

It was Saturday morning,me and louis had decided to go to the movies, we've been wanting to go for a while now but never got the chance. We both agreed that he was going to pick me up around 4.

Once again i got my pen and blank sheet of paper out.

Dear louis partridge,
Today we finally get to the movies Together, I've been waiting for this one.
I hope i don't ruin it with my jelousy but how could one be so perfect? Your the only one who can answer that. I also hope you see these letters one day, if we don't become lovers, I'll make sure to throw these letters at you at your wedding. But if we do get to be lovers (hopefully) I'll make sure to read them to you,or to our kids each night.
-from y/n

I got blue ribbon,his favorite color and wrapped it around the card,then i set it with the rest. Exactly as i was setting the card down i got a call,from louis the biggest smile formed onto my face "hey y/n,I'm really sorry,but, mariah wants to hangout today and i said yes. Maybe we can go to the movies another-" i hung up. That smile was a frown now,tears forming into my eyes "MOM LOUIS CANCELLED PLANS." I shouted to my mom who was in her room.
She got really happy yesterday when I told her louis invited me,she knew i sincerely loved him. I wanted to rip the letter and burn them but i couldn't i knew he was the one and only loverman i could ever have.
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For the past days I've been ignoring louis,it was hard because,well you know. But he couldn't just cancel plans at the last second and that's not all, because of mariah? God did i hate her. I spotted louis and tried to turn the opposite direction of him but, i didn't,he was sitting there crying. Instead i ran too him a gave him the biggest hug, god was i stupid, because it made me fall for him even more "don't cry,i crumble completely when you cry,what's wrong loui"
"Y/n,mariah" he said in between sobs,
"I'm killing her." I stood up and went looking for her louis tried to stop me multiple times but I'd just push him off
"HEY MARIAH WHAT gives you the fucking right to think you can just hurt louis like that."
"Maybe because he was getting BORING. He's such a baby, suck it up partridge."
I had to, i did it, i punched her.
"Y/n, what wrong with you?!" Louis said holding mariah in his hand "WHATS WRONG WITH ME?! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU i always help and defend you AND YOU? YOU AREN'T THERE FOR ME! ITS ALWAYS MARIAH FIRST" i shouted while ripping the friend ship bracelet he gave me and throwing it at his face "maybe you should give it to Claudia instead, because IM DONE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT" i sped walked towards the classroom and didn't come out for recess at all.

Louis pov:
I'm such an idiot. I just lost my possible soulmate due to something stupid i did. She was right, everything she said was right.
We've been friends forever and i still didn't know how to treat her correctly,the way she deserves to be treated,but i didn't think about it. All my selfish self was thinking was about making her jelous and just making her jelous. But she ended up ending our friendship. She deserves better.
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I went home and straight to my room
I got a pen and paper writing a note to y/n was the only thing in mind for me right now.

Dear y/n
I messed up,i know i did. And i don't expect you to forgive me at all. Just know that I'll always love you and never will stop. Mariah was right. I should suck it up. Stop trying to make you jelous but who wouldn't your gorgeous.
Why did my selfish self have to kick in.
I'm embarrassed for myself,i never knew how to respect you instead i was too busy with mariah. I really did want to go to the movies but when mariah invited me over, i found the perfect way to get you jelous,but you probably got mad and we ended up being not even friends.
-louis

Y/n pov:
Now we aren't even friends. When I least expected it,he was so selfish.
Mariah this, mariah  that.
Mariah's perfect i get it louis. I really do get it. But can't you see the way you make me feel when you talk about her.

Dear louis partridge
It's been months since we've talked and I've ignored you those times you've tried to apologize, I'm stupid.
I just know one day I'll regret declining your apologies,but how could a girl with a broken heart not.
I'm that girl with the broken heart.
In tired of pretending I'm fine without you when I'm not.
I'm sorry if I ever give up.
Just know, please know I'll always love you.
There's endless amount of reasons why I love you. Yet, you never fail to make me sad. At the end of the day I'll keep loving you no matter how much you've done to me.
-your lover :)

I wasn't lying about the part where I said i would give up any time soon. I hate seeing them together and i can't take it anymore. I love him but he doesn't love me back.
I think it's better this way,we always argue, we would end up killing eachother lol.
I just dont get why he did it,why did he defend her after what she did.
Can't he see,he belongs with me. I get his humor like no other girl,not even mariah, i guess opposites really do attract because there complete opposites.
He's smart,she's not.
Doesn't drink,she drinks,alot.
Not a party person, she parties parties parties.

And i? I'm third wheel.
Or "his bestfriend" can't he see? I'm the one who understands him,I've been there for him all along,we grew up together, has he not thought about how everytime he calls my name, i smile, a huge one, or when he asked me to prom i wouldn't sleep in days because of excitement, those days without sleep were useless because he ended up cancelling prom with me to go with mariah.
"Do you think if I get prettier he'll like me" i told millie,his sister, were really close and she knows i like him, i trust her.
"You ARE pretty, mariah is mean and ruthless, last time she came she almost ate the whole fridge,jesus." We both giggled "no but really,he's gotten no sleep please talk to him he's sad without you" millie said while throwing the frisbee at me "maybe..he did ruin our friendship but i can't stay mad at him" i said tossing the frisbee back. "Ya, i heard he was dating mariah again I'm not sure but if he is He's mad stupid." Millie said rolling her eyes