I'm waiting..- part 7

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I'm numb. Completely. I can't cry nor talk. Millie and i talk to you hoping that one day you'll answer back. I forgot how we got here, Idc. I just need you here with me, i started going on late night walks around 11 and sit in the bench near the lake we always used to come too.
I sometimes talk to myself wondering when you'll come back and hoping it's soon. Today, i decided to write a letter at the lake, it was really dark outside i bought a flashlight.

Dear louis partridge
I left two more letters on your hospital bed, hopefully you'll read them one day. You know what, I'm done with "hopefully" i want it to happen not just hopefully happen, i want it to happen. Bumble,oh how I miss you. The fact this happened in the blink of an eye, from one day to another.
And all of this for what? For me to end up without you? I don't deserve this, atleast i don't think so. I love you so much loui, and i wish you could hear me scream it, i wish I could hug you and not let go. When I least expected it, my loverman was gone, my world came crushing down when i saw that it was you and not me, after all this time? This is how it ends?
I wanted a happy ending.
-bumblebee

Louis pov:
I was slowly breathing again.
I could move and see.
I got up and saw two letters on the bed both from y/n. Blue ribbon wrapped around them, i slowly began to unwrap it, the first letter was about how much she missed me,but nothing compared to the second one. She loved me,and i loved her back.
I got out of the hospital building,i needed to see her, no one was going to stop me. Not now.

Y/ns pov:

As i cut the purple ribbon, i heard footsteps behind me, I'm wasn't trying to get killed so i looked behind me, no one was there "WHO'S THERE" i said loudly "bumble" someone said from behind the tree, louis... "Louis??"
I said,tears running down my cheeks at the moment
"Ya-" i didn't waist any second longer and i ran to him, me in his hands now.
"I'm not going insane,right?" I said giggling "no,your not,it's actually me." He said moving a strand of my hair behind my ear, we both sat on the floor looking at the shining lake and full moon. "Uh,mariah is dating jonathan, I'm sorry"
"I don't want her, she didn't care, but you did" he said holding my hand, i cried again, i was happy to see him, I've missed him so much. "LOUIS?!" millie said from behind us and ran into his hands, i smiled while wiping my tears with my sleeve.

It was the next day. Everyone in town knew he was back, i wasn't going insane fortunately.
Me and louis decided to meet at night 10.
It was raining,but i only wore a long sleeve shirt with some baggy sweat pants. As soon as I saw him i ran to hug him. But instead he kissed me.
A gentle kiss, my hands wrapped around his kneck,his hands on my waist, i was tiptoeing because he was taller than me..he smiled in the middle of the kiss.
"Ive never stopped loving you bee."
"You remember,bumble"
"I've never forgotten, how could I?"
He said leading us to sit on the bench.
"I've never stopped loving you etheir"
I said grabbing his hand "i think you made it clear on that letter you wrote me" he said laughing
i playfully slapped his shoulder.
"And i think you made it obvious that you love me on those letterS you wrote me" i said looking at him "how do you know?"
"You told me the day everything happened."
"I did? I did."
He said, i couldn't tell if he was crying,but I'm sure he was.
"What did you do while I was gone"
He asked "cried, cried,and cried, listened to your playlist on repeat,write you letters,cried with millie,danced in the rain" but i got interrupted when he kissed me again "then let's dance again,let's dance in the rain" he said standing up,still holding my hand,as we danced all night long.  "How did you not noticed i love you y/n" he said "i did notice,but when you ditched me at prom i realized you didn't like me as much as I thought and since then i never believed you liked me,i was too hurt to confess my feelings,how did YOU not notice i loved you?"
"You don't make it as obvious as you think you do princess."
He said while spinning us around in circles. "I won't let anyone get in between us again,not mariah,not jonathan,not no one I promise." He said kissing my forehead.
"I'll always write letters to you, because you'll always be my first and last lover" i said giving him a big hug
"I don't deserve any of what your giving me." He said as he sat down on the concrete.
"You do, you just don't realize it" i said as i knelt down and gave him a small kiss on the nose and then started dancing by myself.
He smiled.
"That's the smile i die for" i said looking at him now "it's getting late we should get home, you could stay at my place" louis said standing up "ya,I'll text my mom right now"
And that's what I did she said yes so we walked to his place,after we arrived, we saw mariah and jonathan on the table, millie was having a sleepover with someone at school and his mom was working overnight shift.
"What are you two doing here" he said rolling his eyes "no,what are you doing with her" she says looking me up and down, we were silent "your cheating aren't you" mariah says "yea." Louis said and i laughed,he laughed along with me "UGH WHAT IS SO FUNNY.!" she said standing up with Jonathan "the fact that YOU cheated and still have the audacity to say he cheated, see mariah he's been in love with me all along,not you" i said smirking at louis "correct." Louis said kissing the top of my head, jonathan and mariah stormed out of the room. "You know, without you, I'm horrible at math" i said running up the stairs "Your horrible at everything without me,you know that" louis said coming into his room and jumping on the bed "hm I'm borrowing your shirt cause I'm not sleeping in wet clothes" i said and he nodded as i got out and into the bathroom.

It's been 1 year since that's happened, me and louis are lovers
It was fourth of july again, me and louis in the same balcony, looking at the fire works "i love you." He said looking at me "always?"
"Always and forever"
I got my happy ever after.

A/n:

I'm probs gonna make a sequel of this.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 02, 2020 ⏰

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