colors | Johnny NCT

black

black: is the association with death. Death meaning the absence from life

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After the conversation I had the rest of the boys had found out about the offer I had received and of course Jungwoo made it seem more dramatic than it actually was.

"He was so sly he was practically taking her from us!" he says in an exaggerated tone. "You traitor!" Johnny says flicking my forehead. I glare at them and roll my eyes at all of them. "Y/n I told Jun you'll do it," Sol suddenly says as everyone's mouth goes agape.

"SOL! are you crazy that means his band may have a shot at winning!" Winwin yells at her which was surprising considering he was normally quiet and didn't like to but into anyone else's business. "What? Jun is cute plus if y/n is going to be spending time with him I can come with him and show him how cute I am!" she says already telling us her big master plan.

"Wait but you'll just be there y/n's gonna be the one to actually be spending her precious time with him!" Johnny says explaining to Sol what bad idea this was. But Sol just didn't care, "I know plus if I can't have Jun then maybe he and y/n can have the classmates to lovers trope with the love of music!" she says with a giggle.

I looked over at Johnny's facial expression, he clearly didn't like the idea, "I'll be fine plus maybe I can explore different genres of music and styles," I tell them but they still clearly didn't like the idea that I was going to be working with them.

"Did you hear we have to submit a demo of us singing  for the battle," Shotaro starts off. I look over at Sohee and Sol who had a weird expression written on their face. They looked nervous but they weren't even entering it. "Well guess we know what we are doing after school" Johnny says giving me a wink.

After School

Sol and Sohee take my hand, "let's go plus they are busy recording so why not hang out at our house" Sol says with her usual happy tone. I nod and follow them. "I wonder why they even need a demo before they are allowed to compete" Sohee says on our walk. I shrug, "maybe people were using fake voices and then when they performed live" I tell her trying to understand what's going on.

We finally make it to Sol's home, "tadda! We are here so let's watch some movies and have fun!" She says as me and Sohee give each other a look. "You know I'm all for having fun but we have homework" Sol frowns.

"Y/n why don't you ever sing for us anymore" Sol brings that up again. "Yah Jung Sol!" Sohee scolds her. I stared at her as my thoughts were slowly fading away and going blurry. "I just don't want to! I hate singing and I'm never doing it again!" I say as my eyes blur  with tears as I run out of the house. Why was I getting so mad at her? It was only a simple question. She didn't know any better.

I can't sing in front of others but her.

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"Hey I have to go visit the cemetery soon so finish off without me"

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I walked through the grass until I found her. "Grandma? Has it been long? Have you been cold?" I stare at the faded picture. "Sorry I kept you waiting" I softly say wiping the dirt off the grave.

She was the only person I sang to, back then me and her will spend all our days singing and dancing with others. But then she left me behind and I couldn't sing anymore.

"Okay grandma let me sing a song that I liked recently"

Singing 🎶 lullaby🎶 by IU

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No one's POV

The sweet voice echoed through the wind.

Their heads tilted up as they searched for the beautiful voice. It was a voice that was so beautiful they couldn't help but feel amazement.

Whoever's voice that was, they were going to try their best to find it.

By the time they had gotten to the location of the voice that person was gone.

Y/n's POV

When I was getting out of the cemetery I bumped into Johnny. "Hey did I come late? I'm sorry I went in there to look for you but you weren't there" he says looking at my eyes making sure I was okay. "Did you cry?" He softly says touching my face and getting closer to me.

I pull away from him, "I guess I was missing her more than I thought" I softly say thinking back to what I had told Sol.

"Did you hear someone else in there?" He suddenly asks while looking back towards the door. "Nope hmm maybe I did" I reply to him. He smiled back towards the door and then nodded.

I picked up my phone and dialed Sol's number, "hey Sol? I'm sorry" "no it was my bad, Sohee told me why you don't sing anymore so I'm sorry" she softly replies. In truth i never told Sol only Sohee since me and her were friends since our diaper days and Sol came by later on.

Johnny was staring at me while I talked to her on the phone. "You know y/n you can rely on your friends you know? I don't remember the last time you sang but perhaps they may be the source to your problem" he softly says trying to get some to feel better about everything.

Johnny and I have known each other for the longest time, he's been there in my awkward teen years and he was one of the only people who ever comforted me when my grandmother left me behind.

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The next day at school everyone was buzzing about a new student and how their voice was so pretty. Sol and Sohee walked up to me with a sour look on their faces, "is something wrong?" I ask them as they point to a group of people.

"The new girl is already acting like she's the shit, plus she's all over NCT acting like they need her in the band and that they won't be anywhere without her," Sohee explains to me. I looked over at the blonde haired girl, she was slim and pretty tall. "Not to mention her roots are showing," Sol sourly says.

We walk over to the boys so I can show Taeyong a song I had been working on, "Hey Tae-" I was interrupted by the blonde girl pushing me away from Taeyong, but she acted like she had accidentally bumped into me. "Oh! I'm sorry! My name is Hyein! I'm new here and I heard these boys have a band!" she says in a cutesy tone that was kinda irritating.

I watch as Sol and Sohee roll their eyes and mock her, it made me kinda giggle, "Oh it's okay my name is y/n nice to meet you,"

She continued to tell me how she was in a band and in choir at her old school.

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"I need to find the girl with that voice, something about her I can't stop thinking about it,"

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