colors | Johnny NCT

beige

beige: bland, boring or conventional

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During lunch we had decided to spent it in the music room, "Um if you don't mind can I hear you sing?" Sol says. I look over at Sohee and think back to what Johnny had told me yesterday.

"Sol I think y/n needs time, we can't force her." Sohee tells her. "No I'll sing just for you!" I tell Sol who smiles big at me. I smile at her give her hug while I warmed up my voice.

Singing Lion Heart by SNSD

As I was singing the song Sol and Sohee moved to the beat of the song despite there being no music. We were having fun and playing around, "yay omg you sound so amazing! I love it!" Sol says jumping up and down.

When the door opened startling us.

Jun entered with a few of his friends, "Oh sorry didn't know you guys were here," Jun says apologetically. "No it's fine we aren't even supposed to have lunch here," Sohee replies. My heart was beating fast, hopefully they didn't hear me. While we were getting out stuff in place Jun grabbed my hand and stopped me.

"Can we work together on the song after school?" He says looking into my eyes. Why was my heart beating so fast? This wasn't even a big gesture. I look over at Sol and Sohee who had smiles on their faces and putting the thumbs up. "Sure, um where band kids are using this room today?" Jun smiles and thinks for a second. "My house then" he says leaving me alone in the room.

I walk back over to Sol and Sohee who were so desperate for details on our not even five minute conversation. "He totally likes you!!!" Sol loudly sings as we walk through the halls. "Someone liking her? Ha they must be blind!" Ten walks over to us patting my head. "Hey come on she's decent" Winwin adds my fuel to the fire. "So who's the guy that likes this one? Not that I care or anything..." Johnny asks but in a tone that shows he doesn't care but cares at the same time. "Jun! He invited her over to his house to help him write a song" Sol says dancing around them like a little child.

Johnny didn't look happy for some reason, "I mean it's not a big deal I'm only going to help him out," I tell Sol so she could stop making such a big deal about it. Johnny took my wrist and pulled me away from everyone, "I need your help....there's uh this girl-" I felt my heart tighten as I continued to listen to what he was saying. But I couldn't focus on it, "she has this amazing voice and I need to find her," he says giving me a hopeful look. "But we don't know who she is, plus it's impossible to find someone you didn't hear at school," I say giving him the harsh reality when in truth my heart was hurting at the thought of this but why?

"Can you not go? I mean you barely know the guy and I don't trust anyone being alone with you," he suddenly says. It was upsetting, why was he acting like this? "It's gonna be fine I can handle myself" I reply back to him, in the end he eventually gave up but said he was going to be checking up on me every now and then.

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I was waiting at the end of the school gate waiting for him when NCT walked over to me. "Make sure you use protection!!" Renjun who was walking alongside Sungchan and Shotaro teasingly called out to me just as Jun was walking by. I gave him an awkward smile, "uh don't um listen to what they said they are just crazy" I say trying to not make myself seem so weird. He chuckles, and gives me a cute smile "I get it my friends are teasing me too, it's not even a big deal right?" He says as we begin to walk towards where I assumed his house was.

He was kind, he made me feel at ease and pretty soon we were already at his home. "Make yourself at home my host family isn't here so we can do what we like" he says going into his room to get something. Host family? "I know it's probably the first time you hear about this" he says walking back into the kitchen. "No! Not at all! Some of the boys are not from here they belong to a study abroad program I'm guessing like you do.." I tell him. He seemed surprised that I knew what it was but he gave me a warm smile.

"Now let's see. I have these ideas written down but I can't see to put them together and make a song" he says opening his folder and showing me random lyrics he had written down. "For starters you should separate them from love, sadness and other topics" I say slightly chuckling at the messy lyrics he had. He seemed pretty nice not what I was expecting from him. "I wish I had my friend's talent they don't compare to me they only gave me this bet to see if I can write a good song" he confesses the truth. I was surprised he seemed like he was actually interested in song writing.

"Woozi but he goes by Jihoon at school," he says. I think I know him he might be in my math class, but he's normally a really quiet boy always writing and humming things. "Anyways now that that's out of the way let's keep going.

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It had already gotten late by the time we finished. I was packing up my things when Jun got close to me I could hear the soft sounds of his breathing. Our eyes locked and my face heated up. I pulled away from him, "it was nice hanging out with you" I say trying to keep my composure. Jun smiles and nods at me, "me too! Can I take you home?" He asks getting his car keys. After what he did? I can't be alone in a car with him! "No it's fine my friend lives in the area and I was about to head over there after" I say coming up with a lame excuse.

He gives me a sad look but then smiles, "okay then be safe and I'll see you at school!" He says walking over to the door.

As I'm waking away I felt someone grab my hand and hug me. "I thought I was going crazy" he whispers in a low voice.

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