You were my reason.

Chapter 1

I've always been good friends with Tubbo, he was my best friend. Him and I would always joked around placing blocks in fundy's house or build new things and go to war together! But... that all ended after the war. Him and I started arguing a lot more. I never understood why he always got mad... maybe the pressure of being president was getting to much? I asked Tubbo "Hey I was thinking you would want to com-" "Stop!" Tubbo screamed. My face grew shocked he hasn't done that in awhile... "I'm sorry Tommy I'm just trying to get something done.." "I-" I frowned "Okay." I patted Tubbo on the head and left, but before I could he got up and hugged me. I held on to him. "Stay safe." He smiled. I tried my best to do a believable smile and said "Bye Tubbo." I opened the door and left quickly. Looking at the trees and then looking back at Tubbo. I frowned, I spoke to my self "He must be so stressed.." I soon started to walk back from that tiny little dark oak office to my cold grey house. I walked to my room and started playing music on my phone. I looked on my YouTube home page and saw "My R music box." I clicked on it and immediately played a comforting song. I went to go look at the comments but then I stopped and saw the singing version of the song... I hesitated to click it then I decided "Might as well." I clicked on it putting on my headphones. I listened to the song silently agreeing to the words... Tears started rolling down my face. "I don't like it here..." Crying to myself I heard a noise. I kicked aside my phone and turned it off. Trying not to a have a voice crack I screamed "Is that Wilbur?" But no one replied I shook my head and wiped my tears off my face with a black hoodie I found my self wearing. I sighed, it must be dream trying to steal my stuff again, but this time i didn't bother to yell at him. I walked over to my chest and picked up my phone. Dream heard me move. He walked into my room seeing my eyes red. He just shut the door right away without asking me a single bit. "Fuck." I said to myself embarrassed more then ever... I could hear Dream typing to someone on his phone. I locked my door and thought of who he was talking too. I put on my headphones again listening to the soft notes pounding the rhythm into my head. I yawned "I guess it's time to go to bed..."