You were my reason.

Chapter 11

TW suicide and self harm.
   ( AND GUESS WHO IS FINALLY PUTTING IN PARAGRAPHS BECAUSE SHES NOT BEING A DUMB BITCH FOR ONCE!!)

    The next morning I woke up seeing I passed out. Looking at my ankle I touched the texture of the cuts seeing they scabbed over night.
  
    I rolled down my pant leg and sighed. I sat up from my bed hoping no one would notice.

   Walking out of my room I forgot to pack my stuff but then I saw Dream staring at me in a evilish smirk. He walked up to me not letting me go back to my room to grab my stuff like my sword and water.

    He pulled me out of my house and started laughing like a maniac. "Fuck off..." Dreams face looked like it got pulled down or something and he stopped smiling. "Oh Tommy," he said while frowning. "I tried to give you a chance but you blew it." I started walking to the woods while Dream pushed me meaning I needed to walk faster. "I swear to god Tommy hurry up god." I smiled and laughed a little making him mad was funny but then he started saying some things... "God Tommy your useless and nothing." I knew he was trying to get under my skin and make me lash out. He started yelling at me saying I should just jump already or I was the reason Tubbo and I stopped talking. I was walking to the top of the mountain when Dream yelled at me.
     
        "Don't trip buddy!" That pushed me to the edge. I started crying grabbing the little razor that was in my pocket holding it in my fist. I sat there knowing Dream would get bored and leave.

      Once I thought he finally left I grabbed the razor from my fist and started cutting my wrist this time thinking it wouldn't matter not knowing Dream was watching from a bush.

      Dream sat there in shock. Not knowing what to do he hesitated to yell.

      I started cutting my skin deeper and deeper with every slide. I put it down and walked to a cliff and stared at the ground with no emotion. Dream soon yelled "TOMMY." "I- IM SORRY DONT DO IT PLEASE. He cried out with tears forming around his eyes knowing he couldn't handle this is he actually jumped.

     I looked at him with my eyes looking dead and turned around away from the cliff. Dream sighed happily.

    I grabbed my backpack and put it by the edge of the cliff. Slowly picking up a pen and paper with my hand shaking I began to write. "I swear on my life I always tried." I sighed with tears rolling down my face. "But in my eyes I can fly... Better luck next time." I took a step back and fell back letting go of my note and watching it fly away.
 
      Dream sat there crying as he saw me fall... Running up to me he picked me up and called Tubbo and his phone. "TUBBO." He screamed while having a voice crack. "Come to the mountain it's Tommy."

     Tubbo came running into the forest and sat by Dream yelling at him. He soon found a little white paper in my hand writing. He read it and cried to himself. "DREAM DONT BE A FUCKING IDIOT AND BRING HIM TO THE HOSPITAL PLEASE."