Demon slayer / kimetsu no yaiba one shots

douma x reader angst

Bolded - Douma
Normal - you

" has anyone told you how beautiful you looked?"

Was it my fault that I fell in love with you?

"I'll help you train, to be stronger together !"

Oh how sweet you used to be.

"Good job, you did great ok?"

I thought we had something.

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But after I fell in love with you

You started to distant yourself

" Can you help me train ,douma?"

"...sure"

Did I do something wrong?

"Hey are you mad?"

"..."

I tried to communicate with you

"Hey douma, why are you leaving?"

"..muzan sent me on a mission to kill the hashiras"

"Oh.. becareful"

"..."

I felt so alone. The days I've cried in regret thinking I did something wrong.

And when you came back, you wouldn't even talk to me.

I've turned to many demons for help

Until muzan called me in

" He knows you like him, he doesn't like you back. That's the hard truth (y/n). If you can't become useful any sooner, I'm afraid I have to kill you."

So I trained to be strong without you.

I think of you everyday.

I know I was too clingy and annoying but you left without any reason.

What was I supposed to do...

The day when we had to kill the hashiras.

I saw you with that girl.

I saw how you stared at her.

It was the way you once stared at me.

But then I realized you treated everyone the same.

I was nothing special really.

But my heart shattered completely.

But I know no matter how strong or how pretty I was.

You wouldn't choose me

As I saw you having much fun fighting her.

I gave up.

Oh you once said " don't give up (y/n)"

And you became the cause of it.

I wish I could say that I'm sorry for liking you and apologize for being clingy, annoying with the expectation that you wouldn't hate me.

But I guess this is where it ends

Goodbye my true love, Douma.

(A/n omg I've disappeared for so long,,, hope y'all enjoyed this chapter)