While Shane was out with the Blonde hair girl Joey was sitting writing " (May 16) Dear Diary, Today is my birthday I am not so happy about that today I just turned 15 so many things have changed since the last time I wrote in you Shane got a girlfriend and we never see each other anymore I am always alone and have no more friends the nights are cold I sat up in my bed my tears are staining my pillows I think I am gay I'm in love with Shane when it was the day of Shanes birthday he got a girlfriend she was beautiful I think when I seen them kiss that's when I realized I loved him it hurts my heart hurts I need too get over it my mom also said I was a poor excuse and didn't deserve Shane as a friend haven't told Shane because I haven't seen or talked too him in 3 weeks I have also started a bad habit of slicing my wrist I'm trying too get better but I think someday in will be okay thanks for listening diary Age:15 xoxox -Joey" with that Joey closed his journal and put it under his pillow, Shane on the other hand was out with Lisa at a bar there was plenty of dumb kids drinking smoking the blonde headed girl pulled Shane into a sloppy kiss with the scent of beer on her lips Shane was being everything but wise he had beer after beer the blonde headed girl was caressing his body until she got down too his crotch and squeezed it but all Shane was thinking about was Joey he pulled away from the girls sloppy kiss knowing he wouldn't remember any of this in the morning, "Why did you pull away" She slurred. Shane looked at her next thing you know he blacked out Shane woke up in a bed he didn't know where he was the walls was still spinning he opened and closed his eyes few times before he came aware too where he was he was in his house but how how did he get here he thought too himself he raised up out of bed he seen a note "You came home drunk last night aspirin is on the nightstand we Will talk about this later -mom" fuck Shane thought too himself he looked over and took the pain killers for his head and checked his phone "23 unread messages" the screen of the phone showed Shane didn't think much of it until he opened it "I'm so sorry for whatever I did too you i will pay -Joey" the other messages was all apologies just then Shanes stomach turned not because of the hangover but because Joey was upset he wasn't there he got out of bed and got dressed he had a lot of nerve going over too Joey s after not seeing him for so long he walked across the street too where the green eyed boy lives he knocked until a tall boy with Long swoopy brown hair Joey s hair had lighted a lot almost as a Carmel brown just 2 or 3 shades darker he was wearing a hoodie that said "Lake Wood High School class of 2017" and grey sweat pants that hung on his hips just right Shane was astonished at how his friend has changed over the month he hasn't seen him "Shane?" Joey asked as if he was confused on why he was here" Joey" he said "What are you doing here Shane?" Joey said with a hint of sadness, " too see you" Shane exclaimed, Joey was still confused and not amused Shane probably doesn't even care. Joey thought "come in" Joey said in a quiet voice leading him too his room. Shane looked around it was the same dull house he had been in a million of other times they finally reached the younger boys room Joey sat on his bed Shane following him too sat beside him "How are you?" Shane asked Joey genuinely concerned, Joey laughed at the gesture and said under his breath "what do you care" Shane looked up at the Green eyes boy "What did you say?" He asked slightly offended a single tear streamed down Joey s face "Do you even care? Shane do you really care you haven't talked too me o texted me or called me in forever and every time we would hang out you ditched me it hurts Shane you left me alone for so long I been going through so much you kept me standing then left me" Joey said sobbing into his hands now Shane was shocked but Joey was right and Shane knew it "i-I'm sorry" Shane stuttered with tears falling from his eyes Joey latched on him and started crying into Shanes shirt,Shane could feel the wet hot tears on his clothing from Joey Shane kissed Joey s head like old times then makes Joey stare at him Joey looks at Shane with eyes full of tears Shane takes his hand and caresses Joey s cheek and wipes away the tears with his thumb "Sha-Shane" Joey said calming down Shane looked at Joey "I'm so sorry" Joey smiled at those 2 words and brought Shane into a hug Shane a heart raised out from his chest pounding this contact was amazing too him Joey pulled away and smiled at Shane they searched each others eyes until Shane looked at Joeys lips Joey noticed and blushed Shane looked into the boys eyes one last time and put his hand on Joeys neck pushing him into a kiss closing the gap between them Joey kissed Shane back roughly Shane bit Joeys lip and pulled away they just looked at each other and said at the same time "What just happened"
