Chapter 3

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PROV Matt
"Severide there this girl," I said
"Yes I have been waiting for this day," He said
"Kelly I like a lot but I don't know if she feels the same way we have only known each other for 5 and are best friends but I don't want to mess it up with her," I said
"Wait are talking about Halstead?" He asked
"Hm yeah," I said
"I can't help you there but here she comes," He said before walking away
"Hey Trouble," She said
"Hey Sunflower," I said
"Hm so I had a question for you," But before I could finish my sentence we're all called out
"Tell me when we get back," She said
"Yeah," I said
Once we're back head to my quarters. I had just sat down in my chair when I heard a knock 
"Come in," I said
Meghan walked
"SO you were saying something before we left," She said
"Yeah but I think it's better if I just do," I said
I walked over to her and tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear and then we were kissing each other now I didn't make the first move that was Meghan
"Lover Boy we got to get back to work," She said
"I know Sunflower," I said
After shift, we went back to her and Jays apartment and sat on the couch and watched tv she laid her head in my lap I rubbed her side
"So what are we now?" SHe asked
"I mean I don't know but I want to know where this will go," I said
"I do to but what about," 
Before she could say another word I kissed her
"I don't care about that I know you," I said
"Hm okay so yeah not just I'm going to hm walk away," Jay said
"Jay," Meghan said
"I live here too," He said
"I know that," Meghan said
"Hm yet this not most awkward station I've been in," I said 
"Okay yeah so I'm going that way," Jay said
"Dud if you don't want to be with her because we work together," Is aid
"No, it's," He said
"He hasn't seen me in a relationship years," Meghan said
"Years," I said
"Yes," I said
"Okay so this is hm wow," Jay said
"And three two one," Meghan said
"She has a boyfriend YeS," Jay said
"Wow," I said
"I know right," Meghan said
She got up and grabbed my hand
"Sunflower where are we going?" I asked
"Somewhere big brothers can't see us do this," She said shutting her door and kissing me.
The kiss was intense and patient I didn't want it to end but it did we sat in the chair she played with my hand
"Do want to stay?" She asked
"I mean I can," I said
"Please," she said
"Okay I'll stay with you," I said kissing the side of her head
PROV Meghan
As soon as I got up fainted wasn't the first time normally happens when my anxiety is just to much
"Hey Meghan," I heard Matt say
I put my hand to my head
"Hey, are you okay?" HE asked
"Yeah," I said
Jay coming running in
"Meghan are you okay?" HE asked
I fell back to a lying position and smiled
"Yeah she fine," Matt said
"Okay cool," Jay said and then left
"do need help up?" He asked
"Yeah," I said giving him my hand
He helped me up and I put my head in his chest we went to bed but I couldn't fall asleep I walked to Jay's bedroom knowing he was still wake
"Jay," I said
"Yes," He said
I sat on the bed and started crying
"Hey, sis what wrong?" He asked
"I don't want this to be a bad relationship I can't go through that again Jay," I said
"Meg Matt is an amazing guy. I know he loves you the way he looks at you is the same way I look at Hailey," He said
"Jay I don't want ruin our friendship," I said
"Meg I you won't and if does leave it's his loss," Jay said
I went back to my room and selpt in the chair not the best place to sleep but it worked. When I woke up I was on floor, I sat up  and saw matt still asleep I got up and remembered why I don't sleep in that 
"Oh so fun pain we love it," I said
I did everything to keep from cussing once to the bed I sat down on it laid back and watched the fan. I felt Matt move beside me and me being moved over not realizeing how close to the edge I was and landed with thud
"Hey you okay?" Matt asked
"No," I said
Jay came in 
"Sis really how mean time are you going to do this?" He asked
"The floor hates me," I said
"Really because it sound like you hate the floor," Jay said
I flipped off Jay
"Okay fine," Jay said
"Wow," Matt said trying not laugh
I stood up 
"The floor hates me," I said
"Okay," Matt said
I sat back on the bed and Matt start rubbing my back
"Thats nice," I said
"Sunflower why the chair?" Matt asked
"Hm well I.... Just... I," I said
"Hey it's okay," He said
"Are you sure?" I asked
A few days later
Matt grabbed me before the ceiling coallsed  on shilding me with his body from the fulling dupery my oxygen alarm started going off soon I was breathing in smoke 
"Hey Sunflower stay with. Stay with me," Matt said over nd over again but soon I closed my eyes
PROV Matt
"You have to get in here," I said
"Matt were trying," Kelly said
"Try harded Halstead is out of oxygen," I said
"Casey," Stella said
"Stella," I said
"Matt I know she your best friend she a halstead she going to make it," Stella said
soon I heard Kelly and the rest of Squad they made it so we could get through
"IM going with her," I said
Once we got out side
"Some alert Med," Boden said
"On it chief," Kelly said
"Matt i'll call Jay," Stella said
I held her hand no one knew we're dating besides Stella, Jay, Kelly, Boden, and Will
"Meghan stya with us," I said
"Okay I must know," Brett said
"What?" I asked
"Are you two?" She asked
"No," I said
"Hmm," She said
"Where not," I said
Once at med I just stayed outside and watched her be rolled away by her brother and the others
"Matt," Stella said
"I should have given her my mask," I said
"Matt," Stella said
"No it's my feult," I said
"Matt you no it's not," Stella said
"Stella it is I was there I should have given her my mask I haven't even told her I love her I should have," I said
"Matt tell her when she wakes up," Will said
"Will I'm sorry," I said
"Matt you saved my sister," He said
"No, I didn't," I said
"Matt you guys we're standing right where that roof fell and you jumped out of the way and if it wasn't that part of building falling you guys would both be dead," Herman said
"Yeah I'm gone go call me when she wakes up," I said
PROV Jay
I saw matt leaving and I thought that was weird I mean his girlfriends was in the hospital or did Will tell him that there was a chance of her not waking up
"MATT," I yelled
"What?" I asked
"Matt, what the hell?" I asked
"She not going to make it is she?" He asked
"Matt well I think she will but Matt she needs you not me not Will you," I said
"Matt I never told you this or anyone but the way she looks at the way you look at her it the way my mom and would look at each other I always wanted that. I have always wanted that for her I have always hoped for that for her that maybe one day after every shitty relationship she has been through. I have always had that someone would look at her the same way my mom looked at our dad," I said
"Jay how am I supposed to that Jay I have never seeing it happen Jay I don't want to hurt her like the other Guy's I love her too," He said
"Matt go up there be with her no other guy has ever  been this in love with her," I said
He walked back toward med and I had a smile on my face walking into med
"Wow middle brother and Matt's not walking away," Will said
"I just have a touch," I said
"Okay," Will said
"Will he a good guy for our sister and I like this one," I said
"And yet he hasn't had you hurt her. I will kill you speech," Will said
"Well he got one from Antiono," I said
"And he need one from you," Will said
"He did okay," I said
"What was it?" Will asked
I walked faster I didn't want to tell it was between me and Matt
PROV Matt
I finally got to her room sshe looked peace full even if there was tube in her month, I walked into her room everyone had left. I sat in the chair next to her bed and grabbed her hand
"Hey I want you to know that im here for you. Your brother gave me a speech and it hit differnent then any other one. It made me realize just how much you mean to me Meg. And how much I love you baby girl," I said
"Wow nice speech," Jay said
"Really," I said
"I'm supost to protect her from guys," Jay said
"But yet you never gave me the big brother speech," I said
PROV Meghan
I could feel someone touching my hand. But I couldn't open my eyes even though, I wanted to so bad I couldn't no matter how bad I wanted to. But I couldn't hear anything. Then my life flashed before almost as if I was dieing then, I could hear Mat and Jay yelling my name but still couldn't open my eyes. I wanted to tell them I was okay because I was. But was I, I felt like I was going to be okay but felt like was leaveing something behind with out saying anything. Then I heard nothing again. A few days later I woke up the first thing I felt was someone holding my hand. I could tell it was Matts
"Meghan, I thought I lost you," HE said
"OH look who joined the living," Kelly said
"And she talk Kelly," Matt said
I signed to had me a pice of paper
"Oh she can," Kelly said
Matt Gabe me the picae of paper
I wrote out
Bitch tell my borthers I'm a wake
I showed the paper to Matt he read it
"Bitch tell my brothers Im a wake," He said
"I'm the bitch," Kelly said
"Yes," Matt said
Kelly left and came back with Will and docter choi
"And she called me a bitch," Kelly said
"Yep sounds like her," Will said
Choi took the tube
"Yes Kelly you are the bitch," I said
"And want am I?" Matt asked
"Hm my hero," I said
"Aw,"  Will said
"Just tell me can I go back to work becuase the pain I can live with not working and worrying about this guy not my happy place," I said
"Yes Meg you can go back to work," Choi said
'And the but?" Kelly asked
"No more hospitle," Will said
"Have you met the rest of our shift?" Matt asked
"No the rest of you are fine," Will said
"Fine mom," I said
"Mom," Will said
"Sassy," Matt said
"And Im the bitch," Kelly said
"No kelly your not your Troable," I said
"True," Matt said
"Now where is my other brother?" I asked
"Being shot at," WIll said
"Oh so funny," I said
"No he right," Jay said
"And THe rest of you shush," I said
They left besides Matt and Jay
"Okay so Matt was tryed to leave," Jay said
"But I stayed," Matt said
"I was wierd I could feel everything but couldn't hear anything," I said
It was lie when I almost died I could hear Jay and Matt yelling my name and then my telling me that Matt loves me and that I can't leave him or Jay or Will. She told me she still loved me and she was always with me and that her and dad love me. I didn't realize that I had started crying 
"Hey sis are you okay?" Jay asked
"Yeah," I said
"Matt can go outside?" Jay asked    
He left 
"Sis what were you thinking about?" Jay asked
"Jay I could hear at one point you and Matt yelling my name and then mom telling me it wasn't time for me to go and that her and Dad love me. That I can't leave Matt, You or Will and how much Matt loves me," I said
"Sis you need to tell matt he your partener the love your life you look at him the same way mom looked at dad," He said
"Okay but Jay it scars me to tell him," I said
"Meghan he loves you," Jay said
"But Meghan if you don't tell him how is going to work?" Jay asked
"Jay HOW?" I asked
"Sis you just do," He said
"When hell freeze over," I said
"Hell will never freeze over," He said
"How Jay just how do I tell him. Just how Jay do I tell him. I love him Jay," I said
"You just did," Matt said
"My life is serwered up," I said
"Yeha you guys need to talk I'm going to go get coffee," Jay said
Jay walked out
"What is he talking about?" Matt asked
"Matt I died," I said
"Yeah," Matt said
"Matt I could hear at one point you and Jay yelling my name and then my mom telling me it wasn't time for me to go and that her and Dad love me. That I can't leave you, Jay or Will and how much you loves me and now you think im crazy," I said
"No I don't Sunflower," He said
"But I am Matt how do you expline I heard my mom talk to me," I said
"Meghan I love you," He siad
"Matt I love you too," I said
He pulled something out of his pocket 
"Matt," I said
"No," He said
He pulled out a box that was a necklace box and hand it to me I opened and saw a heart necklace. 

"I love it," I said"I wanted to get you sunflower but then I saw this," He said"Thank you, Lover Boy," I said"Your welcome Buttercup," I said"New nickname," I said"Well I could call you Duchess," He said"I love it," I said

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"I love it," I said
"I wanted to get you sunflower but then I saw this," He said
"Thank you, Lover Boy," I said
"Your welcome Buttercup," I said
"New nickname," I said
"Well I could call you Duchess," He said
"I love it," I said

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