Schizo
She is in a suffering position, stuck within a disturbed intellect
Insanity rolling inside her skull, boiling out the eyes and ears
Visions no other could perceive, from numinous sights to the most frightening
Voices sprouting in the air, fuming requests and malicious comments
Violent thoughts pounding from within, delivering her the wrong ideas
A phantom that whispers impelling beliefs to her, misinterpreting her own imagination
Difficult to overlook her mindset from reality
The birth of the illness released itself with early forewarning
A young girl with a mind falling to pieces, brainwaves stirring chaotically
No magnet to draw in ideas, no way to signify their meanings
Sixteen years old, striding down the sidewalk in a midday breeze
Step by step, the houses crept in her shadows
Strange vibes pronounced in the houses’ auras
Their voices spoke to her,
“You are special. You are especially bad. Now walk. Cries and whispers.”
Indications of an unhealthy perception would continue
Completely wrecked in college, a conscious terror
Walking through this nightmare seemed endless and infinite
Complications and fear tunneled into her body
Hallucinations were the theatre, callous voices echoing from within
Her brain bursting with deficiencies, chemical imbalances projecting the disorder
This incubus was no bad dream she could awaken from
Consultants declared she was a threatening hazard
Resulting in involuntary hospitalization, confined for recovery
Apparently beneficial for herself and those surrounding
Unable to deny medication, unwillingly restrained
Up to twenty whole hours in captivities each day
Pain, torture, distress, and helplessness encircled though her senses
Years and years afterward nightmares would arise about these incidents
Overflowing with symptoms
In ruins, like houses in shambles from a tornado unleashing its fury
It seemed as if there was never gonna be any restoration
Schizophrenia was the identification that invaded her own person
This information made her feel like a fragile piece of glass shattering
Intending that she would endure a life full of misery
Predictions read she would be unable to live self-sufficiently
She tried to oppose the doctor’s diagnosis
Refusing remedies and treatments that would center the core of the brain
Forbid herself to release her feelings to psychiatrists
Attempting to show everyone and herself she wasn’t ill
Afraid the condition would assault the rest of her existence
Formulated her own comparisons to herself and everyone who was contained in this world
Diverse, unusual, and abnormal
Simplicity surfaced once the sickness was accepted
Allowing her to engage herself into a healthier lifestyle
Entities were needed for desired enhancement
Essential to exchange thoughts, necessary to ingest the advised medication
A grander mind created, minus aching burdens
Now her individual did not appear separate from the rest of the community
Her genuine character was not distinguished by this disorder
