We all experience grief and some handle it better than others...
Then there's those select few who grieve in silence...
Those who are forced to keep everything bottled up causing them to lose sight of themselves...
They go around making everyone els...
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Since our encounter at Wal-Mart, Jason and I haven't kissed. Actually, I feel like he's been avoiding me especially when his friends are around. We've been working on Alexa and Tiffany's nursery but we don't speak unless he needs me to pass him something.
Today is Thanksgiving--well for America anyway--Jason's mom invited my family to dinner to celebrate our first Thanksgiving in America with them. Alexa told me that normally Ryan and his family join too so this should be fun because Ryan hates me.
Note the sarcasm
I'm currently laying on my bed starring at the ceiling just thinking of Jason and the things he's told me. Honestly, I don't know what I like more about him; the fact that he's broken on the inside or the fact that he has this bad boy attitude when really he's the sweetest and kindest person I've met.
I snap out of my thoughts when there's a knock on my door and my dad pokes his head in
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"Hey kiddo time start getting dressed okay?" He tells me
"Yeah sure" I sigh
"Julia called, she said not to wear anything fancy but keep it casual she said leave the dressing up for Christmas haha!" He laughs
I smile at him then head over to my closet to find something suitable to wear.
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I've been roaming around for ten minutes trying to look casual but a little sexy for Jason. I finally decided on a white t-shirt with denim ripped jeans, white vans and a green and red checkered flannel
Oh and let's not forget my diamond studs.
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