We all experience grief and some handle it better than others...
Then there's those select few who grieve in silence...
Those who are forced to keep everything bottled up causing them to lose sight of themselves...
They go around making everyone els...
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I don't know what's going on with me but I'm think I'm starting to feel something for Justin. But I'm confused as to why, why are these feelings coming on now?
I've always been attracted to guys but I've never felt something this strong, it's like I have to be near him and find some way to touch him even if it's a high five.
God he's so hot.
I gotta buff him up tho, I can't have a boyfriend I could break in two seconds.
As I glance at Justin threw the rear view mirror, I find myself admiring things about him like his jawline, the way his brows furrow when he reads something he didn't understand or agree with, I also haven't miss the way he'd get nervous around Jess which I'd have to ask him about.
"We're here" I announced as I pulled into the parking lot of Sunset Lanes
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Everyone on gets out and we walk in together with Jess instantly at my side linking our arms.
"So Justin, ever been bowling?" Lexi asks
"Yeah, it was a regular thing for my friends and I up in Canada" He smiles
"So you moved here all the way from Canada?" Jess asks
"Mhm" He nods
"That's pretty stupid, why'd you do that?" She says with an attitude making me nudge her.
"My dad got a better job opportunity so we all moved here" He shrugs
"But if you're eighteen, you can make your own decisions right?" She argues
"What is this a police interrogation?" Alexa spats "You don't need to know his life story Jessica"
"Watch it McCann" She spats back
"Hey!" I shout and pull my arm from hers "Don't ever, talk to my sister like that"
"She was being rude!" Jess defends
"No, she was defending her friend and she's right why are you giving Justin the third degree?" I ask expectantly
She shrugs "Just thought we should know more about him"