"Excuse me?" I coughed on my water. He motioned me over to the corner and pulled out his phone. He opens the OnlyFans app and went to my account. He was subscribed to my account and everything.
"This you right?"
I just stared at the phone. My mind was racing as I tried to think of what to say. I couldn't even deny it, he had the evidence right here in my face.
"Ion even gotta ask you does he know cause I know if he did y'all wouldn't even be in a relationship. Look I fucks with you, you cool people. This is why I'm coming to you about this first and not Q." He said stuffing his phone in his pocket.
"How long have you known?" I asked looking at him.
"I forgot I had an account until the other day. I get on the app and I'm scrolling and then you pop up."
"Look it's not what it looks like. I'm only doing it to put myself through the school." I told him.
"You explaining this to the wrong person." He chuckles shaking his head. "Imma give you the chance to tell him but if you don't I definitely will."
I knew I would have to tell him at some point that I was on OnlyFans but I didn't think that shit would be this soon. I didn't plan on telling him until after I deleted my account.
"What y'all over here talking about?" Q asked as he walked over to us.
"I was just asking her who idea it was to put me on with her friend" Jalen laughed and gave me a look. "She's cool as hell."
"Y'all over here sneak dissing?" Michelle says as she approached us.
"Jalen said yo ass weird as hell" Q teased.
"Boy fight me" Michelle laughed rolling her eyes. "Paris what we finna do? You staying here and I'm going back to the hotel?"
"Nah I'm gonna go back with you"
"I thought you were staying with me?" Q furrowed his eyebrows at me.
"I just remembered that we have an early flight in the morning" I replied. I really didn't want to spend the night with him because I knew I would be feeling guilty all night.
"I'll get you to the airport on time" Q told me.
"Yeah spend the night with ya boy. Y'all can stay up and talk all night, or whatever the kids are doing these days" Jalen adds in looking at me.
"Well could you take me to the hotel so I can pack up my stuff?"
"Yeah that's cool" He nods his head.
"Alright bro I'mma head out. I'mma get up with you later" Jalen says dapping up with Q. "Imma call you" He says to Michelle.
We waited around for everybody to leave before Q took us back to the hotel. The entire ride back to the hotel I was silent and trying to collect my thoughts.
I have no idea how this man is going to react to me telling him I'm on onlyfans. I really like him and I don't want him to break up with me but when it comes to this line of work, men are super insecure and refuse to be girls doing this kind of work. It's not like I was on there doing full blown porn. I was still keeping things PG-13 but I know just the stigma around Onlyfans was enough for him to be pissed at me.
"I'll be right down" I said to him as he put the car in park. "Ight" He reclined his seat and Michelle and I got out the car.
"Bitch" I instantly said as we walked to the door. "Bitchhhh" I said again trying not to freak out.
"Girl what? Spill it" She said as we walked through the automatic sliding doors.
"Bitch" I said a third time.
