"He did what?!"
"He broke up with me" I told Michelle as I climbed into the bed.
"Unh unh c'mon I'm finna call an uber. We on his ass" Michelle says jumping out the bed.
"Girl lay down" I laughed rolling my eyes. "I respect his decision. I'm not tripping" I replied making myself more comfortable in the bed.
I was actually pretty fucking shitty.
I actually liked this guy and despite the distance I was ready to put in the effort to make this work. I should have told him sooner that way he could have cut me off before I caught feelings for real.
"Fuck that, tell him to send your money back. You don't want that painting no more, tell him to keep that shit. He gon take your money and then break up with you? Man I'll punch that nigga in his throat"
"Goodnight" I pulled the comforter over my head
***
Once we made it home from the airport I hopped in the shower and started to get ready for work. I was sleepy as fuck but I knew if I laid around the reality of the breakup would set in. I just wanted to go to work to take my mind off everything.
"I'm headed to work!" I said aloud as I grabbed my car keys off the counter.
"Okay!" She shouted back.
Before walking into my job I stopped and got an iced coffee to get some energy. "Morning" I greeted my manager as I headed to the back.
"Okay red head. I like it." He said
"Thank you" I yawned. I walked into the break room and sat down at the table. I grabbed a scrunchie out of my bag and pulled my hair back into a low ponytail. I put my purse in my locker and went up front.
"Hey can I just work registers today? I'm like super tired and had a stressful night" I asked walking up to my boss.
"You sure? You're gonna miss out on commission"
"Yeah" I nodded my head.
"Alright well go ahead" He shrugs his shoulders at me.
I knew I wouldn't be able to fake a smile and give good customer service to people today. I walked over to the register and typed in my ID number. Once I was logged in I just stood up there waiting for a customer to be ready to check out.
I was still in shock that Q broke up with me. I knew he'd be mad that I didn't tell him but I didn't think he'd actually go as far as breaking up with me. I didn't even realize how much I actually liked him until now. We've literally talked every single day for the past 5 months. Just hearing his voice became a part of my everyday routine.
I knew I could've put in some extra effort to get him to understand why I was doing Onlyfans but I was already embarrassed that his friend has seen my account. I know they're probably somewhere calling me all type of hoes and slut.
I just wanted to be on some Hannah Montana shit and live two different lives. Why can't I get the best of both worlds?
"Hey is this all for you today?" I asked the customer I scanned the shoe box.
After my shift ended I went straight to my parents house because it was closer than my house. I was sleepy as fuck and just wanted to take a nap. No one was home so I just used my key and let myself inside. I went right up to my old bedroom and belly flopped onto the bed. As soon as my face touched the pillow I was out cold.
