My First Everything

EPILOGUE

KYO POV

I didn't have the will to live anymore. I have nobody, i have no money, i didn't have anywhere to belong, im alone again in this big world

But i guessed, that's how life worked. It wouldn't always go like how you wanted it it to be. One day you're all at the top and the next day, you might be rock bottom

If i knew.......that love could hurt like this, i would never love anyone my whole life

Cause all this time i loved, i loved alone

I didn't regret him. Even if it was all a lie, at least for a while it was a beautiful one

And the crazy thing was I don't know if I was ever gonna feel that way again

But I didn't know if I should

I just thought, how can the universe be pulling you toward someone who looked so much like a devil when he smiled at you?

Maybe he knew that from the very moment he saw me.

I guessed I just lost my balance.

But that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him

It was losing me

Forgetting him would be impossible for i gave everything and i gave too much. After all,

He was my first everything.

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GUN POV

I felt like my life was miserable

I've been desperately searching for traces of her in every soul I met but I never found it

When i became aware of it, she had always be special to me

I couldn't even compare her to anyone else

Because kyo was kyo, there's no one in the world that could replace her

And now I laid awake every night thinking about her.

I missed her touch, her laugh, her lips. I missed everything about her

Pretty much everything remind me of her

She's the best thing I've ever had, and I realized this when it was already too late

Missing her hurts. In fact it hurts so much

But you know what make it worst?

That i was the reason.

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In the end it was indeed a pitiful destiny,

The story is not finished,

But the book has been closed,