Contains: finger fucking, eating out (oral), crying, unprotected sex, masturbation, vibrator and trying for for a baby.
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You always wished Gerard would be home for Thanksgiving, but instead he had to work. He was never home for the holidays and you just wanted him to be there on one special day so you could spend time with him.
But since he wasn't there you had to spend all of your holidays, alone. It pissed you off that his boss never gave him time off and instead used sick days for himself but you understand Gerard's hard work and you respected him being tired when he got home. So you just had to resort to pleasing yourself. It's not like you didn't mind it, you just minded being in a relationship and not being able to be intimate with someone you loved.
You heaved a small sigh looking in the mirror at the cute lingerie you had bought to show Gerard but it was obvious you'd never get to use it, so you sometimes wore it for yourself when you wanted to feel confident.
You padded over to your dresser and opened the bottom drawer to look for your most prized possession. It was a small vibrator that you used occasionally but more than you'd like to. It was an adorable little bunny one that you had originally bought as a joke between you and Gerard but since he was never around for him to find it you began to resort to it when you felt needy.
You turn it on to the medium power and gulped...when was the last time you masturbated? You spent so much time prepping for Thanksgiving that the last time you had even touched it was three weeks ago...damn.
You could feel butterflies erupt in your stomach and your legs began to quiver. You were a little hesitant since it had been a while but you didn't even care anymore. Sitting down on the middle of your shared bed you could feel a small wetness begin to ooze from your cunt. Since Gerard wouldn't be back until midnight you had a few hours to yourself.
You gently slipped down your silk panties and began to ease the vibrator inside of your pussy. Maybe you should've waited until it was inside to turn it on but you were so impatient you couldn't contain yourself. When it was finally all the way inside of you, you began to ease it in and out of your hole. Soft whimpers caught in your throat and you could feel yourself losing it.
If you hadn't been using it for a while you'd have came instantly but you held on a little longer. It was a good thing you placed a small towel under you, or else you'd get your cum and juices all over the sheets. You turn the toy up to high and soft moans left your mouth. You rocked your hips against the vibrator and it felt like time has stopped and it was just you.
You began to gently stimulate your clit and soft creaking of the bed was heard as you gently bounced on it. You whimpered one last time before cumming all over the toy and the towel. A soft whines left your throat as you pulled the toy out and gently cleaned yourself and it off.
You looked around the room and frowned as you just felt unsatisfied. It was stupid with how much bullshit you had to put up with not even masturbating was something you could look forward to. You climbed off the bed and slipped on your underwear, after putting the vibrator back into place you grabbed thick towel which you had defiled and shakily made your way downstairs to wash it.
You frowned once more as you placed your hands on your hips, the table was clear and it was like you practically lived here by yourself. Luckily you had closed all of the curtains and even the door covers so no one would ever see you in your lingerie, it's not like anyone would see you anyways, everyone was always out of town to see family on your street so it was like you lived in a ghost town, all to yourself.
You placed the edge of your butt on the side of the table and sat in silence as the clock on the wall ticked away. It was only 9:30 pm...you'd still have two and a half hours to go before seeing Gerard. He always left early in the morning and came back late...you started to forget what he looked and acted like. You remembered his features and his personality but it wasn't fresh and new..you missed him, he was perfect to you, from his beautiful eyes hidden under his hair, to his big feet that he sometimes tripped over.
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