Butterfly (clarke/you/Lexa)

Attacked, follow, and debate.

Sorry I didn't update last night!
I spent the day studying more then reading.

Enjoy
⚠️ WARNING⚠️
Self harm!
Suicide!
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Y/n's POV
4 weeks pass

It's been 4 weeks since I came back to camp, to be honest, it still feels like I'm on my own again. I'm on my own, I talk coldly to people, I walk away and don't acknowledge to some.

I'm mostly away from people, really just me and my dogs. I haven't stopped cutting, I barely ate, I eat sometime so others don't get suspicious.

God, I just want to end it all, I've been thinking about it, I don't know.

The nightmares are fine, what I mean is, they haven't stopped. So, again, I barely sleep. I usually walk around, draw, anything to pass the time.

The Lostboys and the others, have been trying to check up on me. I always lie and say I'm fine, some suspect sometning but usually drop it.

Clarke, Lexa, Luke and Marie are a different story though, they don't drop it. I usually walk away.

Today, is a boring day. I don't plan on leaving my tent today, just laying down all day, writing or drawing.

I catch people sharing sometimes, mostly the lost boys and the others. I simply just ignore it, I'm currently sitting on a big walk by the lake, drawing, I have my dogs with me.

I'm wearing my black bra and underwear, I did just get out of the water, I also have my hair in a ponytail and have a bandage on my arms to cover up my scars and cuts.

I hear a twig snap behind me and I turn head to see nothing, I ignore it even though I usually won't, I guess I really can't be bothered until I feel something sharp and cold on my throat.

I slowly put away my sketchbook and turn my head to see a mountain men who took the bone narrow, fuck!

I let out a whimper to let my dogs know to go get help, and with that they dart to camp.

Am I gonna regret this?-

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Clarke's POV

I'm sitting at the eating clearing, along with some of the lost boys, lexa, Raven and O.

I look over to see Teddy and Angel run over and bite my sleeve trying to pull me along, I look up at the others to see them watching with a confused expression.

Teddy pulls harder, I slowly get up and slowly let them pull me. Are they trying to tell me something? Are they trying to get us to follow them?

We started following the dogs once we arrive where they were taking us, we see Y/n with....Emerson!?

We move to get a closer look, he's pinning Y/n to a tree, we see another Mountain man behind him, He's a young boy. Seems to be checking Y/n out, Oh Hell No!

I look over at Lexa who nods so we quietly walk behind the two men, I stop at the young teen and knock him out, I look over at lexa to see who has already knocked out the older man.

We look at Y/n, we study her figure. She's in her black bra and underwear, bandages on her arms which confuses all of us. She's shaking and has her eyes closed trying to calm down, she slowly opened her eyes moments later and looks between lexa and I.

"Th-Thank you" the smaller brunette stuttered, she walks to the rock, gets dressed and packs her bag while lexa and the others tie the unconscious man's hand behind them and drag them to camp.

Lexa walks back to me which I can't take my gaze off Y/n's arms which who noticed and quickly covered them with her shirt.

"Why are you hiding your arms? Why are their bandages on them?" Lexa asks, stepping towards Y/n who is standing there hands behind her back, she is staring at the ground unable to meet our gaze.

The smaller brunette says silent, hopelessly staring at the floor. Lexa and I look at each other sharing the same concerned look. I look back at the smaller girl and walk to her.

I gently grab her chin and make her look up at me, meeting my gaze. I search her eyes for anything at all, their dull, I gasp and pull her into a tight hug, she tenses but relaxes into the hug.

Lexa joins the hug moments later, I look at Lexa then down at Y/n, I sigh and turns her towards me.

"Why do you have bandages on your arms?" I ask, keeping her gaze on mine, her eyes swell up with tears.

"I don't want to talk about it." she whispers, closing her eyes and looks away.

"then you can show us" lexa asks sternly, reaching out for the smaller brunettes arm before she could Y/n steps away quickly.

"No!" Y/n shouts, taking a deep breathe before continuing, "its fine, I'm fine!," she looks down and sighs, "j-just leave me alone." she asks as she grabs her stuff and runs back to camp.

Lexa sighs, "I'm very concerned, I was concerned before, but.. Now it's worse" lexa says before taking my hand and walking back to camp.

Once we arrive at camp, it was pretty late. We walk in to find couple of our friends who were worried for our safety, we explain what happened.

They then explain Y/n walking in, going straight to her tent for a few mins and back out into the forest with a journal and hasn't came back yet.

I know we should've went after her but we agreed to give her space, I don't know but the idea made my stomach turn.

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Y/n's POV

I left camp about an hour or so ago, it's pretty dark now, on the walk back to camp I see two mountain men who also took the bone marrow, Dammit how many took it?!

I decide to follow them as well as listen to the conversation, I need a better view first.

I quickly move closer to see two mountain men, one with brown hair and green eyes, taller than the the other. The other has black hair and blue eyes, I move closer to hear their conversation. I write down the conversation in my jouneral.

( Black haired text )
(brown haired text)

"how do we know when we find the person who pulled the trigger?"

"The president said He knows that she looks like"

"queen Nia says we make a move 2 weeks time."

"she'll pay for what she's done"

My eyes widen once I see queen Nia walk up to the two mountain men, they still have an alliance!? Shit!

( queen nia is underline when she speaks)

"Hello boys."

Once I see them now I roll my eyes, I have my bow, will it be bad if I shoot her? Probably.

"we can get to Y/n by hurting the People she loves, we all know her love for her precious lost boys. We kill them all if she refuses or her precious lovers refuse to hand her over."

I widen my eyes and dart back to camp, I don't stop. Fuck fuck fuck! Of course their after me! Ugh!

I think I know what I have to do...