a part of me

3

Taking a shaky breath Addison stood out of her daughter bedroom scolding herself for her cowardice, she had met people throughout her life that never impressed her to be standing there helpless.

In real she was afraid to fail, to have Mira feeling like Whitney not wanting to have anything to do with her she knew it was fair to be angered by her daughter sexual orientation when she herself was hitting on her young assistant restlessly.

Laying ber head on the doorway she placed her right hand palm on the door caressing it as if it was her baby. The society they lived in was so ugly that she didn't want her to face its hideous side.
Sighing she breathed in thinking about her babydoll downstairs, she made it while she was as fragile as Miranda was, only because she knew somehow out there she was being taken care of.

Knocking on the door two time she waited composed. The door soon cracked open with her baby peaking outside, she knew it was her mother, she was the only one knocking two times in the house, plus the fact that she never handle well if the door wasn't opened after, she wasn't risking to have her door stay open for one or two months.

"Can I come in baby?" The motherly tone she used get to Miranda who looked up at her feeling all sorts of things.

Nodding at her the twelve years old preteens, who already had a good looking body sat on the edge of her bed avoiding her mother eyes. Closing the door behind her Addison took the place near her daughter deciding to go straight to the point. She knew Whitney was right about them being the same. She herself hate it when someone didn't that.

"I love you Mira, I may not said it a lot but I do. My, my main goal in life is to make my children happy, all of you, I, whichever choice life throws on you." Hearing that Miranda young face shot up her eyes scrutinizing her attentively not sure if she was going to there, seeing the uncertainty in her child eyes doubting her words broke Addison heart.

Taking her hands in hers she pulled her on her laps as she did with Whitney before stroking her cheeks with her thumbs.

"I love you so much baby, hey do not make that face to me. I know we bump head everytime but where will be the fun in life huh? I don't love you less, and never will. Whitney told me, shhh, don't do that Mama is here I'm not going anywhere,I want you to grow and be the charms and unique woman you are growing to be. Okay? I will be there all the way."

Not believing what she was hearing Miranda eyes started watering as her mother hugged her as she never did whispering tender words in her ear as she would do when she was a baby. She was still and will always be her baby.

Sniffing after a while of crying, the preteens, lifted her head to look at her mother, time like this was when she felt her love for her mother cloud her heart, she was her hero too but she had difficulties to show her feeling to her, the only way was always with her getting in trouble.

"I don't want you to change my love. You don't own Mama anything okay, my love is unconditional. We will still bump head I already told you, like a lot but I will still love you everytime. Some day you will think I don't love because of my behavior then think about today because this is a big thing. The society will not accept you so I will want you to be careful darling. I will be there, Whitney too, whenever you feel you cannot come to me please love go to her her heart will always be open for you."

Hugging her thigtly, she placed multiple kisses on the top of her hair as she totally let go of the wall she had still between them holding her as if her life depended on it, her face on her breast as she used to do whenever she would run away from her siblings being a tolder.

Not letting go her mother lay with her cuddling her while doing a small lullaby.

"You are not alone. And never baby, never will be as Mama will be here for you. I will always catch you when you run to me, even if you run away I will follow you and get you back. You are my princess forever and always."