Why I Love You - ingame + Pregame Oumota

chapter 12 (pregame)

KOKICHI POV

"hey, wanna go on a date?" Kaito suddenly asked out of nowhere. I blushed at his question "s- sure... Why not... Though.. didn't you say you aren't taking me to a date...?" I asked.

"Hm? When did i say that?" He asked "r- right when i confessed to you..." I answered, i didn't expect him to forget that honestly.

"Oh... I was just trying to make you think i didn't want to date you and that i was forced to." As he finished i looked at him.. and i know he understood that i don't know what to answer with. "But don't worry! I said i was trying to make you think that! Of course i want you to be my boyfriend!" He put his hand on my cheek as he continued. I still can't believe that was the Kaito that used to beat me up. But he was.

He's always the one who does the action.... So i decided to see how he'll react if I do. I slowly closed my eyes and pressed my lips on top of his. He immediately kissed back. I pulled away after a few seconds, "huh? You're completely red!... Oh i get it... It's because you never really take the action, well, for someone who doesn't do it much, that one was pretty good!" He told me with a friendly smile on his face.

"Kaito...? Can I ask you a question that'll probably anger you...?" I asked, i know he could notice a bit of fear in my tone "hey, i'm not gonna get angry, just tell me what is it?" He calmed me a bit down.. "i still don't understand why you used to beat me up... Not why you changed but-" "oooh, that. C'mon dude, i won't get angry over that." He told me then let out a sigh. "I used to be very frustrated, my life was hard. Terribly hard. My mental health was so fucking destroyed too. I wanted to let my anger out somehow, i wanted to be cold and emotionless so that I wouldn't care about anything and my mental health wouldn't be affected, but it only made things worse, especially seeing you crying in pain...it made me feel like a terrible person..." Kaito continued, i wasn't sure but it sounded like he was trying not to cry...

Kaito hugged me "i am sorry, Kokichi... I really am... I always treated you like if you also don't go through anything painful or har-... K.. Kokichi..?" Kaito hesitated as he noticed i started sobbing, "W- Why are you crying!?" He asked me, still wrapping me into a hug, "I... ugh... I don't want you to feel guilty... Even if what you did was wrong... Just you stopping it and trying to redeem yourself is enough...! There's no point of that anymore if i forgive you, and i do..! I don't know how many times will i say this... But you saved me! Or.. put that aside... Not only did you save me.. but you made me build a stronger personality... You taught me how to love myself... You... You did a lot of things for me... I wish if i can give you something in return... But i don't have the money or the power to do anything...!-" i told him, but Kaito cut me off before i finish

"No... I don't want anything in return... Just your love is enough... Just you being happy is enough...!" He kissed my head as he finished and stroked my hair. I got out of the hug, i didn't even say anything yet, but Kaito immediately wiped away my tears with his sleeve. "I am sorry for ruining the day with that question..." I told him. "No, i am glad that we now understand each other more about this situation" he answered and kissed my forehead

I blushed again. "S- stop kissing me everywhere" i told him "No." He smirked as he answered

"S- stop teasing me!" I told him blushing even more "I would never stop that." He said

"Anyways, so, we're going on a date after two hours, so get ready since you take forever." He told me "s- stoooop!!" He patted my head as i told him

~one eternity later

Me and Kaito got dressed and we finally got out, we sat next to each other in the bus.
Suddenly i could feel one earphone getting into my ear, when i looked, of course. It was Kaito putting it, it was playing the op of the danganronpa anime. "Where are we going..?" I asked curiously. "Just like our first date." He whispered teasingly, "the mall?" I asked and he nodded as a response

I just waited until we arrived and enjoyed the music i'm hearing.... From one ear. Kaito side hugged me and rested his head on mine. "You're tired...? Or sleepy?" I asked, He shook his head "I'm just getting bored, when are we going to arrive already?" He answered, well it is taking long, but we arrived.

"Um.. where are we going now...?" I asked, "Well uh... I don't know about most people but whenever i go to a mall i automatically head to the food court. Kaito held my hand and walked me to the food court, "so, what do you wanna eat?" He asked "anything, it's fine" i answered him, he let out a sigh "well, here's a new lesson. You shouldn't be too picky and you shouldn't not choose anything. So, you choose." He told me, "F- fine..! I will choose." I answered, he smiled at me "though.. i need your help in picking what to eat... I want something that doesn't have tomatoes... Or pickles.... Or onions... Nor something that contains anything too um... Spicy?" I told him

"So you will eat nothing but french fries?" He asked jokingly "Come on! I really don't like those things!" I told him, "it's fine, we can order one of the sandwiches that it seems like you would like and if there's tomatoes, onions or pickles then i'll remove them from your sandwich." He told me and put his hand on my cheek, i didn't really blush... But there was still a little shade of pink in my face...

"You like putting your hand on my cheek a lot..." I told him looking away "i mean, you're pretty cute so." He teased and i blushed deeply. He chuckled as he noticed me getting shy

However Kaito went and ordered. And came back with the food

"Did i take too long?" He asked me and i shook my head no. "Welllll, let's see if they did as i asked and didn't put pickles, tomatoes or goddamn onions in your sandwich... Or if they're assholes" he told me as he handed me the sandwich, which is him trying to tell me to open the sandwich and see it.

I slowly opened the sandwich, and i know Kaito noticed disappointment in my face when i saw what's inside

Kaito chuckled, "what?" He asked while laughing, i sighed almost smilingly "It fucking has all the three." I told him, Kaito laughed even more "oh my god, that's the first time i hear you swear." Kaito told me then continued to laugh, i handed him the sandwich and he took off all of what i don't like in the sandwich.

"Dude, they're legit hiding the onions." He told me and i laughed at his words "they know i hate them so they hid it to make me hate the sandwich and its stupid restaurant" i said and we both continued to laugh.

We finished eating and we didn't say anything for like a whole five minutes. I suddenly noticed that Kaito was blushing, looking at the floor.

"What are you blushing at? It's just a floor" i told him, he looked at me then chuckled "of course i am not blushing at the floor, idiot!" He answered "then what?" I asked... He looked at my body upside down as i asked... I think i've got an idea of what he wants...

"Do you... Want to see me in um..." I didn't continue... I thought Kaito already understood but he didn't say anything... "um.. female.. outfit..?" I asked. Kaito blushed even more and looked away. "Kaito it's okay, i won't judge you if you do... And i don't mind... Wearing one either... As long as if it's for you!" I told him, as i put my hand on his. Kaito nodded. "I don't mind then... I can wear one for you... But... Not that bunny outfit...! This one makes me uncomfortable thinking about...!" I told him with full honesty "n- no! I am not thinking of that outfit at all don't worry!" He calmed me down.

We went shopping, and he bought me new clothes again.

A few hours passed. . . .

"So uh.. are we done?" He asked me, he didn't seem bored he was just asking.

"I thought you were going to buy me a female outfit today...?" Both of us blushed as i finished

"I mean i- if you want to then sure..." He answered me looking away

We bought a maid outfit and got home, Kaito made sure i wasn't uncomfortable with it, he kept asking me even while we were on our way back home...

However.. today was definitely a good day. And i'm glad we went on a date

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