The girl next door

Silence

After that I never heard from her again. I texted her and even waited outside for her. I did see her out my window sometimes. I kept getting stuck in a trance just taking in every detail of her face. Where her freckles lay, how her lips curl up when she smiles, how her nose wrinkles when something is bothering her, and how her eyes flutter in the sunlight.

This must have went on for a good two weeks, before she responded to one of my texts.

Osie: Are you watching me?

Lilith: Do you want me to be..?

Osie: I can feel your eyes on the back of my head. What are you looking at? Is there something on me?

Lilith: No not at all. I just don't understand how you stopped talking to me after we kissed.

Osie: I don't think you would be able to handle me in a relationship.

I threw my phone onto my bed and then myself. What does she mean? I can handle her. I can handle a lot more than she must think. Was this some sort of sick test? I will never fully understand her logic. I grab my blanket and fully submerge myself in it. I let out a defeated sigh and opened tik tok. My scrolling was interrupted by the sound of someone climbing the latter. I got out from under the blanket and crawled over on my bed to the window. I pulled back the curtains to see Oselyn climbing the latter. I crack my window open and ask her "What are you doing?" She jumped startled and said "Coming in?" I rolled my eyes and fully opened my window. I walked over to my door and locked it so I wouldn't get in trouble.

What is up with this girl? She is so hard to read! I can't say I don't like it but, I still wish I could get into her head a little bit more.I walk back over to her. I cup her face and whisper "I may not know what to expect in a relationship with you, but I want it. I want the good, the bad, the happy, the sad. I want it all." Then kiss her as softly as possible to show that I don't want to hurt her. She kissed me back a just as soft. Her lips were as soft and sweet like vanilla. Her warmth like a fire pit on a cold winters day. Honestly I never wanted the kiss to stop. It was so inviting and loving, I could just tell that she loved me back. When the kiss broke, it was a different story "As much as I want to be with you Lili, I just can't. I'd hurt you and that's not what I want." I cut her off with "You won't hurt me. If I think you may be even starting to hurt me I'll go. Please just give it a chance. " She nodded and was gone again, it took her not even a full 60 seconds to leave my room. I'll keep that in mind, I just gotta add that to the 'who the hell really is she' folder.

A/N I'm so sorry this chapter is missing like another 500 words but I'm really tired. My dog has Ibd, and we don't know what she ate but shes really sick. I've been taking care of her all day and its like midnight right now. I'm going to try to post another longer chapter soon. If anyone is actually reading this, please tell me. I will respond to you. I'm sorry goodnight

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