My Sins | Completed

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My parents death was horrible. It was misery. I never told anyone how my parents really died, not even my brother. Everyone thinks they died in a house fire. 

The truth is, I killed them. I was forced by Voldemort to kill my parents. He took my parents and made me watch him torture them, then he made he kill them. I know they would forgive me, but I cant help but feel like it is all my fault. Not my parents, not the death eaters, not Voldemort's, my fault. I carry the truth and lies with me everyday like a weight on my shoulders.

My world has been dull and gray since, I am numb to everything. If I could end it all, I would. My life has been shit. I am dead if anyone finds out about my parents. The truth will ruin me.

It was a few days after the incident. I tried not to think about it too much. It was lunch lunch time so I walk to the great hall, my stomach growling for food. I see the group sitting at the end of the table. I sit down next to Nate. 

"Hey Ivy, how are you?" Nate asks.

"I'm good, how bout you?" I say.

"I'm brilliant, were all going to be going to the black lake later today. Wanna join?" Nate asks.

"Sure." I say. I poke at the food on my plate. I talk with the group for a little while longer. When we finish up lunch everyone goes to there dorms to get ready. As I'm rummaging through my drawers to find a bathing suit, Draco walks into my dorm. 

"Are you almost ready?" Draco asks. 

"I cant find a bathing suit!" I say rummaging through my drawers. 

"Bloody hell, let me look." Draco says walking over and looking in the drawer. He pulls out a pink bikini.  It was simple, but did it show off a lot. I changed in the bathroom, my boobs and ass were sticking out. I put on shorts and a shirt over it and walked out of the bathroom. 

"I'm ready, and it your fault if boys cant keep there eyes off of me." I say.

"Yeah, like boys are gonna look at you." Draco says laughing. 

We walked down to the lake and met the group there. Bexley, Katelyn, Nate, and Blaise were already in the water. 

"Took long enough." Blaise says. 

"Yeah, yeah whatever." Draco says. 

I take off my shirt first, and then my shorts. I could feel Draco and Blaise staring me down. There were a group of boys walking by on the trail. I heard them whistle.

"Oi, fuck off!" I yelled at them, then I looked to Draco and laughed a bit. "Told ya." I winked at Draco. 

Draco smirked at my comment. I ran into the water and dived in, the water felt ice cold against my skin. After wiping my face I swam over to Bexley and Katelyn.

"Girl, Draco can't keep his eyes off of you." Bexley squeals. 

"Really?" I say surprised.

"Yes, and girl you look sexy in that bikini! Where did you get it?" Katelyn says.

"I got it from a muggle store, and I didn't choose to wear this. Draco did." I reply.

"What?!" They both say shocked.

"Yeah, I couldn't find anything to wear and he just chose it for me." I say.

"Oooooo, Draco has a crush!" They both squeal. 

I saw the boys look over and saw Draco smirk, he heard that. The girls call over Blaise and Nate. Bexley, and Katelyn push me over to Draco. I give them the look and turn to Draco. 

"I see what they're trying to do." Draco laughs. 

"Mhmm. Should we mess with them?" I ask.

"You read my mind." He says. 

"Let's jump off the dock!" I say.

I run out of the water and get to the edge of the dock. Out of nowhere, Draco picks me up and throws me in the water. I splash into the water come back up right away. 

"Draco!" I yell.

"Sorry love, I had to." Draco smiles.

I swim over to him and look into his blue eyes. I could get lost in them, but I don't know what came over me but I smash my lips onto his. He kisses me back. I could feel his smirk through the kiss. As I wrapped my arms around his neck he slipped his hands around my waist placing them on my lower back and pulling me into him. I could hear the others giggling. As I pull away from the kiss he had a smile like and idiot.

"Wow." Is all I said.

Draco didn't say anything, all he did was smile. 

"We should probably head back to the school." I say. Draco lets me go, I swim to the shore and dry myself off. The rest of them get out and dry of as well. The boys started walking back to the school, leaving me, Bexley, and Katelyn. 

"Ivy!" The girls scream.

"It was just a kiss, calm down." I say putting on my clothes.

"That was not just a kiss! That was a full on make out session." Katelyn says.

"Let's head back." I say. We start to head back to the school.

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To be honest, I kept replaying the kiss in my head. I had butterflies in my stomach and I felt alive. Not how I usually feel. I get to my dorm and change into black cargo pants, a green long sleeve crop top, and my black doc martins. I put on my perfume and head to the great hall. I walk in and sit down next to Bexley. 

"Silence! I would like to welcome a new student, he will be joining the 6th years." Dumbledore says. 

A tall boy, brown curly hair, green eyes, and freckles walks into the hall. Wait, that's my best friend from the muggle world. Ian Kingston. I was friends with him for my whole childhood, we lost connection when I left for Hogwarts. 

"Ahh, another Kingston. Interesting, very difficult. It'll have to be Gryffindor!" The sorting hat yells. 

I sat in my seat with my jaw dropped, I was in disbelief. The group turns back to us and looks at me.

"Bloody hell, he's hot! What's wrong Ivy?" Bexley says. 

"Ian- Ian Kingston. My childhood best friend." I say in shock.

"Really?" Bexley says.

"Yeah, we were best friends since we were baby's. I lost connection when I left for Hogwarts." I say. 

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The truth is, I had a falling out with Ian before I left. The last thing we said to each other was "I hate you" I regretted saying that ever since. Seeing him brought back all my memories. I missed him so much. I felt a tear drop down my cheek.

The group sits in silence. I didn't feel like finishing my food so I get up and try to walk out of the great hall. Draco grabs my wrist. 

"Hey, where are you- Why are you crying?" Draco asks. 

"I gotta go." I say ripping away from his grip and running out of the Great Hall.

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