Through his eyes

Chapter Forty Five

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It's been a few days, I have really managed to keep track of anything. I've just been sat up in a room all the time with Vivian, the house felt empty now, now that he wasn't here.

I felt sorry for Fred, he was trying his best to keep everyone happy like he always does, but he wasn't happy himself, I could tell, there wasn't much I could do though. Every time I tried to talk to him, he changed the subject. I never liked it when Fred was upset, it didn't feel right at all. It felt like dying.

"We need to get back to the shop soon. We have new packages coming and we've taken a big break and we're going to end up losing everything we have worked for." I heard George mumbling to Fred in the kitchen. They were both stressed out from not being around the shop for a long time.

"Yes, I know, just a bit longer, I cannot leave y/n with the baby. She will end up having to go to Hogwarts again and we're going to be getting more customers then ever and I'll be too busy to look after Vivian." Fred mumbled back. I handed Vivian to Molly who was sat down next to me and I walked out the room. I walked in on Fred and George and they both stopped talking and looked directly at me. Fred rubbed his forehead and then smiled at me.

"You okay?" I looked at the pair of them.

"I'll leave you two alone." George awkwardly smiled and walked out and shut the door.

"Fred?" I looked towards Fred who looked very annoyed.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry but I.." he began but I interrupted him.

"But you have to go back to work." I spoke and he stopped talking and looked at me. I let out a little smile and walked up to him and grabbed his hand. "It's okay. We both knew it was going to happen eventually."

He squeezed my hand back, "I love you, y/n. You know I don't want to leave you, but I need to." He smiled.

"I love you too. What should i do with Vivian? I can't possibly look after her all by myself, besides I need to go back to Hogwarts with Hermione and the others next week." I said as I put my head on his shoulder and he rubbed the ring he had put on my hand at our wedding.

"I've been talking to Molly. She has agreed to take care of her." He smiled at me. "I promise I'll come visit her every day, they're going back to the burrow and I'll use the floo network to come see them very easily." He said but I turned away and walked to the window and looked out.

I couldn't bare to leave her, I trusted Fred, I tried trusted him with my whole heart, but I didn't like the idea of leaving her. Maybe it was just a mother thing, but there was something about her. Something different.

"I can't, Freddie." I said.

I felt his presence behind me, he walked up and placed his hands around my waist to hug me from behind and placed his head on my shoulder. "It will be okay. She's not like others. She's going to grow up to be a strong Slytherin like her mother." He whispered into my ear and giggled a bit.

"Or a pathetic little gryffindor like her father." I laughed back at him and then we both started playfully arguing about which Hogwarts house was the best to be in. Fred demanded that Gryffindor was the best, but I refused, even though, and I hate to admit it, but part of me hated being a Slytherin, it split me up from the rest of my friends and my family had been apart of Slytherin.