The Three little birds

I miss you

*3 months after Dabi leaves for the mission*

*hawks POV*
I miss Toya. 

The day he told me that he would have to practically abandon me for three years, he told me he would leave in a week. I had cried harder out of sadness but that sadness quickly became anger, I punched him in the chest asking him why hadn't he told me sooner. His excuse was "I didn't want you to be stressed during our final weeks together." His statement calmed me down and I continued to cry out sadness.

I sighed leaning on the couch with teary eyes remembering that night.

 It's been 3 months since Dabi left and I feel like shit. All I do is eat too, I think I gained some weight. Not to mention, constantly horny but how am I ever going to get the Dabi sex experience without Dabi himself. He and I had fucked like rabbits every day before his departure to make up for the three years he'll be gone, clearly, I still needed more. 

I got up and looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. 

My hair was looking like a bird's nest, my feathers were ruffled and some were sprawled onto the couch and I hadn't showered or changed my clothes in days. My shirt was slightly above my belly button and you could easily tell that I was fat now. I groaned at the obvious weight gain.

I apparently looked like shit too. 

I started to clean up my apartment since it was all dirty from neglect. I bent down to pick up a candy wrapper and had the sudden urge to vomit.
I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet, I vomited for a full two minutes before it switched to just dry heaving. 
Once I was finished, I flushed the toilet and sat up against the wall breathing heavily
What. the. fuck
I ran my hand through my hair 'Ugh, I can't fucking get sick now, Endeavor wouldn't let me take a damn break.'
I got up and washed my face and rinsed my mouth. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed 'I miss you, Toya'
I went to bed hoping that the sickness will go away in the morning.

*five days later*
Well, I was fucking wrong. It only got worse. 

I was constantly nauseous with stomach pains and headaches. 
I have to throw up all the time and I eat the weirdest things.

I was currently sitting by my kitchen island eating a pickle with Nutella and it was freaking delicious, I took another bite. 

 I groan not knowing what to do. 

I had been avoiding work and Endeavor has been blowing up my phone with, 

"Where are you?"

"You're late!"

"Wait until I get my hands on you!"

"I will fossilize your bones you damn chicken!!!"

I don't want to go to the doctor, if I do then I'll just end up on the news with the headline "Pro Hero Hawks has fallen ill"
I wrap my wings around myself, missing Dabi the most at the moment.
I look up and grab my phone.
I called recovery girl and told her all my symptoms and she said she'd be over in 15 minutes. I thanked her and hung up, I hopped off my chair to grab another pickle, feeling hopeful about my illness.  

*15 minutes later*
I heard a knock on my door and opened it.
She walked in pushing me out of the way and sat down on the couch.
I looked at her as I slowly close the door "Uhh. Come in I guess"
She threw a small bag at me "Hurry up and take it"
I gave her a confused look and opened the bag.
Pregnancy tests.
'Eh?-'
I looked up at her confused "W-what?"
She looked at me seriously "Take.it."
I nodded and quickly ran into the bathroom.
I read the instructions and used three tests just to be sure.
I sat on the toilet waiting for the results.
Once I checked I let out a shaky breath
Positive. They're all positive. 

I stood in shock for what felt like hours.
I slowly placed a hand on my stomach. I-I'm carrying Dabi's child. I teared up.
I heard a knock on the door followed by a stern "Hurry up!" 

I wiped my tears and walked out holding the tests in my hand.
The recovery girl looked at me sternly "If it's positive.."
I looked at her terrified, will she tell endeavor?

She sighed "If it's positive, I won't tell anyone and I'll help you watch the little one."
I stared at her in disbelief "W-will you really?"
She nodded
"Thank you. Thank you so much"
She looked at me "So it's positive huh?" I nodded embarrassed
"Who's the father" I blushed "I-I can't say..."
She sighed "Do you know how far along you are at least?"
"I-I should be about t-three months I think..."
She smiled a little before speaking "You'll have to relax now, you can't be a hero for now, tell Endeavor you're sick and that you'll need some time off. I'll drop by once a month to check up on you"
I nodded and thanked her again before she walked out of my apartment.
I walked back into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I raised my shirt and turned to the side seeing a small bump. I smiled and teared up again. We miss you, Toya.

I suddenly realized I wasn't getting fat, I was just unknowingly growing a baby inside me. I giggled knowing I'll have bigger things to stress over besides weight gain. 

HEY HEY HEYYYYY- is it good so far? I don't know. I'm not good at writing 😅