namgi one shots

stares pt3

"During practice, he was teasing you with the bottle-- and you were wrestling him, and, and at one point you locked your legs around him!" Namjoon didn't mean for it to sound so accusatory, but Yoongi doesn't seem to be taking offense. Instead, he's looking at Namjoon with an increasingly bemused expression on his face.

"We were just fucking around as usual, Namjoon." Yoongi replies, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Nothing new there."

Namjoon opens his mouth to retaliate, but now that he thinks about it, it really is true. He's had his fair share of roughhousing with the members, and more often than not it lead to having someone on top of him or him squashing someone to the ground with his weight.

"Well, okay." he says instead, then another memory grips him, makes him sit up straighter as he presents another fresh piece of evidence. "What about that time in the van this week? After MuBank? You two were looking pretty cozy at the back."

Yoongi is quick to quash that down as well, complete with a snort that makes Namjoon feel very judged. "Namjoon, we were all tired as shit that time, so it's only natural Jimin would use the nearest available human as a pillow." He bites the inside of his cheek, as if refraining to add anything more, but he ends up saying it anyway. "Besides, you always take shotgun. How the hell are we supposed to cuddle if you're always in the front?"

Namjoon feels his heart swell a little at that, and he's just about to stutter out a defense when Yoongi pushes on, an amused grin playing on his lips, "Also, were you spying on me?"

Color crawls up Namjoon's face because yes, he was definitely snooping, but he waves it off with his hand. "Never mind that. What I want to know is why you looked so fucking happy when Jimin chose to date you if he were a girl."

Yoongi rolls his eyes, but he's full-on grinning now, and really, at this point he's definitely just humoring Namjoon, but Namjoon, being the difficult, complex (take note: dense) person that he is, still wants to know all the details.

"That explains why you didn't even do so much as nod like some jackass when I told everyone I'd date you right in national TV." Yoongi says, and he's leaning closer, like Namjoon suddenly has a Yoongi magnet implanted in him somewhere, making it impossible for the older boy not to gravitate towards him. "And just so we're clear, I also conveniently left off the 'If I were a girl' part."

Namjoon feels himself flushing, the skin under his collar warming up as Yoongi leans towards him even more, so close that if Namjoon just pushes himself forward just a bit more, he'd be rewarded with the press of Yoongi's lips against his. The thought intoxicates him, makes him breathe sharply through his nose as Yoongi holds his gaze.

"You gave him your meat though." The second it leaves his lips Namjoon can't help but chuckle at the innuendo, biting his lower lip to stifle his laughter once Yoongi shoots him down with a mildly irritated look.

"You are so immature." the older boy snaps, but his eyes are twinkling nonetheless. "Anyway, I gave Jimin some beef because he's been skipping too many meals lately. Soon enough he's gonna end up being skin and bones."

Namjoon purses his lips, frowning a little as he makes a mental note to check on that later with the younger boy, but his train of thought is cut short by the sound of a Katalk notification from Yoongi's phone.

"But you've been talking to Jimin even though I'm right here." This time, Namjoon can admit that he's pulling this one out of his ass, and Yoongi obviously knows it too, scoffing before he grabs a fistful of Namjoon's collar. The younger boy lets out a surprised yelp, but Yoongi wastes no time in pressing their foreheads together so that Namjoon's looking straight into the older boy's eyes. In this proximity, Namjoon feels like he's drowning in Yoongi's gaze, but in a good way.

"Kim Namjoon, have you forgotten that we have a group Katalk chat, and that there are four other people sending us spam messages and selcas?" Yoongi's eyes never leave Namjoon's. "Also, you are totally, irrationally jealous of Jimin."

Namjoon feels his cheeks take on a deeper color because, god, he really is a dickhead. "Uh, I may have muted the chat last week-- b-but that's only because my phone kept going off every two seconds!" Namjoon gets increasingly flustered as he says it loud, half because of the realization that he's actually an idiot for someone who has an IQ of 148, and also half because he really, really, really wants to kiss Yoongi right now. "And yeah... I think I can agree with that. I was so fucking jealous, hyung. So ridiculously jealous."

Yoongi smiles, the corners of his eyes crinkling. Namjoon takes that as an invitation, throwing all caution and bashfulness right out the window as he leans all the way in to kiss Yoongi in all the ways he's dreamt of doing. He wants to make up for all their lost time, all the years he's spent pushing down the weight of his feelings, the thoughts he's had of Yoongi during the quietest times of the night and the busiest parts of the day. Everyday, without fail, it has always been Yoongi.

"And for the record," Yoongi murmurs against the corner of Namjoon's lips afterwards, when they've parted just enough to fill their lungs with air. "I've never stopped liking you, Namjoon. I still like you. A whole fucking lot."

Namjoon can't help but smile at that, his chest suddenly so full, like Yoongi's words and Yoongi's kisses and just Yoongi in general has slotted himself in the crevices of Namjoon's heart, like he's finally coming home.

Bringing a hand up to press against the back of Yoongi's neck, Namjoon closes the distance between them once more, and suddenly it's the easiest thing to do, kissing Min Yoongi, just like loving him all these years has always been.

*

Namjoon makes a promise to himself to stop counting the times Yoongi and Jimin have one of their moments, which he knows by now is completely platonic. Sure, the unnecessary glaring is something Namjoon's still trying to work on, but he's getting better, and Yoongi lets him know that by rewarding him with kisses in the privacy of their rooms or the recording studio.

It isn't perfect, what Namjoon and Yoongi have, mostly because there's a lot of sneaking involved as well as sharing secret smiles that the other members haven't managed to decipher, but Namjoon takes solace in the fact that nowadays, whenever he chances a glance at Yoongi's direction, he's met with the older boy's eyes already on him, looking fond and maybe a tad bit amused too.

And even though Namjoon could try to be either embarrassed or indignant as a front for being blatantly caught, he doesn't really mind, because then he knows that Yoongi is looking back at him now. That Yoongi has never really looked at anyone else besides him in the first place.