What if {ereri}

6

~~LEVI~~
We were taken to the docks where there were boats that would take us to a safe place

We were silent for ages

"Levi" Eren said

I looked at him

"Is this what you felt like when you lost your mom a incredible numbness" he then said.

Yh that was but I never wanted anyone else to feel that

Am I cursed because everyone I have ever cared for is dead

I felt tears stinging my eyes

Eren came over to me

"I'm sorry that came out wrong" he said

The tears fell

I hugged him

"Yes I felt the worse pain ever loneliness I had no one else" I mumbled to him

He stroked my hair

I felt tears fall down his cheeks

We got taken onto a boat

Eren looked over the boat and at the fallen wall

"I'll kill them I'll kill them all every last one of them" he said in an angry tone

Eren sat back down next to me

I put my head on his shoulder

I slowly fell asleep

I woke up suddenly I screamed basically

We were off the boat and laying down on the floor

I looked around and saw everyone look at me

I buried my head in my knees

I felt Eren and armin come over to me

"Are you ok" Eren said

I nodded

"Levi it's been awhile since the nightmares happened and I'm worried that there back" Eren said

I shook my head. 

"I'm fine" I mumbled

"We got off the boat Eren had to carry you here mikasa is in another room with the women" armin said.

I nodded

Eren laid down next to me

"Do you mind if I" he said

I shook my head meaning 'no I don't mind'

He put a blanket over me and started stroking my hair

I woke up again but this time without screaming

I looked to see no Eren

Maybe this is just a dream

I'll just go back to sleep

I fell asleep again

And later on I felt shaking

I looked to see eren

There was something different

He had a key around his neck

But I swear his dad took it with him

I must be mistaken

"Good your awake come on" he said

He grabbed my hand and helped me stand