Angels & Demons | Jimin & Taehyung x Reader

Chapter 21

When I finally arrived home I sighed deeply. Grandma greeted me but I went straight to my room. putting on music and lying on the bed. the image of Taehyung on the other side of the bed entered my mind. a lump forming in my throat as I really wanted to cry. and then seeing Jimin's heartbroken face in my mind when I told him to go, I didn't even have time to really think about his story how he was matched with a person his whole life. it sounded as if he lived in the middle ages. and how did Taehyung even know that?

I always wanted to experience love but now that I felt it twice I also for some reason had to experience heartbreak twice. I balled myself up and then just cried till a point I felt there were no more tears left.

a little while later there was a knock on the door 'y/n I called for you, dinner is ready'

   'I am not hungry' I said, my voice completely broken. I heard grandma's steps approaching and she sat next to me on the bed. caressing my hair    'what happened?'

'I eventually ate both pies and both had an ingredient I couldn't digest and now I feel like throwing up'  I said using grandma's metaphor. I cried again and grandma sighed

   'I don't know what happened with them but I am sorry. you are experiencing heartbreak and that is never nice'

   'not nice? I want to not go to school and I don't know move to the north pole away from males'

Grandma chuckled

    'running away isn't the answer y/n. I mean I thought about it some times as well but no, you are experiencing something natural and though it hurts it's an experience you can learn from. and regarding the boys, perhaps take some time and think things through. What were their bad ingredients and can you forgive them and move on from it or not?'

I hummed not sure what to say

   'but in the meantime you need to eat' granny said and I sat up 'see very good, we can even open up the icecream today because that always helps' she said reassuringly 

I tried to smile. 'thank you gran'

An entire week passed. slowly but it did pass. I was either alone or with Seojoon. the weird thing was that Yeji and muriel were not really together anymore and Yeji seemed to smile at me more often but like genuine. Taehyung was always alone, not accepting any contact. there were still some girls who tried though. 

I was happy to see Jimin at least had some people around him. I stared at my food as me and Seojoon were having lunch together. I looked how Yeji took place next to Jimin. I couldn't see their faces because I was looking at their backs. a jealousy hit me, how I wanted to have Jimin back like we were before.

Jimin pov

   'hey Jimin' Yeji sat next to me

   'hey Yeji, whats up?' I didn't necessarily have an issue with Yeji as she never hurt me but the way she eventually acted out against y/n did annoy me.    'I uh wanted to ask how you're doing'    'just great what about you?' I replied     'I am.. doing better' she said then she looked back at y/n and then her eyes went to taehyung. 

     'its stupid isn't it? you were good to her since the beginning yet she just couldn't choose you. because that's the sad thing in life when you're good from the start you can't show her you changed for her, and when you do something wrong it's not because that's just "who you are". and that's why taehyung always had a benefit. even though he slept with me and dumped me, and even when he made a bet with Muriel with whom he slept as well. he shows her he changes for her and that's apparently what matters'

    'is there a reason you tell me this story?' I shrugged, the painful thing was that she was right

Yeji looked away 'I don't know, the past week I have been thinking of who I was at the start of this year and I don't know I think I snapped when I started dating Taehyung and became friends with Muriel. you don't have to believe me but I don't like who I became and I also don't like that I hurt y/n with that bet revelation, I wanted revenge on taehyung'

She stood up 'whether you believe me or not I cannot change but maybe you should fight for her, because I think she does love you'

I sat sunken in my thoughts, maybe Yeji was right, plus y/n's birthday was coming up and she really did need someone during that time because her whole reality would change. and she needed to make a choice she couldn't even imagine right now

Taehyung pov

Muriel joined my table

   'please leave' I growled. and she looked around the empty table 'because you're so busy with all your friends?'

she sat down   'I have been dumped by the human, she doesn't want to be friends anymore' Muriel pouted 'so were both lonely outcasts'

    'I prefer to be a solo outcast' I indicated 'Taehyung, I haven't told father about your feelings for the halfy yet and I don't want to but you can't forget what the mission is. you need to make her see she fits with the demons best'

There was a silence

    'plus if you want to be with her, she needs to become a demon otherwise you'll either not see each other again or you'll be executed'

I stared at her 'but what would happen if she becomes a demon? can we even have feelings for each other'

Muriel looked in doubt 'I really don't know'

There was something in her eyes, I knew that there was something she wasn't telling me.