𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬 ⋆ 𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠

4. The truths

Taeyong's POV

Luckily for me, if Jennie didn't help me, I would have been stuck all alone with my high fever.

"Here.." Jennie says as she gave me a blanket wrapped around me and a hot chocolate, and we sat on her bed together.

"I don't know If i should trust you or not anymore Lee." She muttered shaking her head away of what he did to her.

"I'm sorry in behalf of what he done to you Jennie." I spoke feeling guilty, he probably made her feel weak and alone again.

"Who is he?" Jennie asked curiously as I started my story.

"It all began when my family was a positive living all a 4, as you know. I wasn't a happy Lee Taeyong at the time, you know, those crappy teenager moods. Yeah we all have it.

But I knew that I wasn't always so moody and such an idiot all the time.

I felt as if someone was inside me."

By gazing over at Jennie's look, she looked more intrigued than ever. Her eyes were round full of satisfication.

"I felt as if he possessed me.

I can't plot where this shit all started but really, I want to know how and get it rid of me.

*Flashback & Taeyong's explanation*

It was a one day, when my whole family was coming back from a road trip holiday. We were all tired since it was a long one until father spoke to me,

'Son I realised how your not spending much times with us' I was about to protest against him but then went on about me. 'I heard you bully the kids in school?'

I also remember my mum trying to cut him off and make him shut up. 'Honey not now..'

"No this is serious! He's making those kids go suicidal" He roared getting angry.

I can tell you, in general, I'm a very nice person, and I do not do those kinds of things which led me puzzled at the time which is why I argued back.

'Dad how can you say that!? I never did shit' I remember saying which i deeply regretted.

'THATS NOT HOW YOU SPEAK TO YOUR FATHER' This time I felt how angry he was, which is why I decided to keep down instead of making things go crazy.

But thats when I felt him.

At the time, I couldn't control him, but just observe his actions.

He grabbed the steering wheel which made my dad shocked as hell and we swinged into another car and crashed.

There, my dad and sister died.

I always blamed it on myself but I know for a fact, it was all of him." I explained sighing as Jennie was in shock and sorrow, both.

"Taeyong... I'm so sorry.." She pouted as she touched my cheek.

"There really is someone inside you? Does anyone know?"

"Only my mum, but I have to pretend that he doesn't take over me so she doesn't have to worry, she's the last person I have here in this cruel world."

You can see the sorrow in Jennie's eyes as she looked down and rubbed her eyes.

"This is all so crazy! Someone living in you... Thats why you weren't yourself earlier on.."

"What about you Jen? Why are you so.. haha how to explain?" I giggled lowly trying not to make the subject too funny.

"Me? Oh..

I was always that one shy kid in school that got bullied in school. People didn't know this, nor my parents or Jisoo, or even you Tae. But I developed schizophrenia." Jennie said embarrassed as she looked away.

"Jennie.."

"No! It's not a huge thing I developed! I always had weird voices talking to me.. my parents never cared whenever I talked about this, but when I did with Jisoo, she would always take the time to listen.

I love Jisoo a lot but I also hate her a lot. The attention she gets.. you can say I get jealous.. My parents just love her too much. But after seeing her laying on the floor dead, I knew I wasn't my self.

My parents continuously blamed me, every hour every day to the point where they physically abused me. Of course they couldn't have killed me, but they left me alone and abandoned.

They threatened if I dared spoke the truth... I would end up like my sister.

but after my sister's death... I just keep seeing her.."

I watched over her now hutched into a small egg. Taking the time to think what she said, she also had a harsh life. Having schizophrenia is not easy at all.

"I guess we both had a hard past..." I sighed as I rubbed Jennie's back.

"It's getting dark Jennie, I need to go home.. I'm going to promise you that we will find who killed your sister Jisoo, and bring justice." I said to her with a reassuring smile.

"I want to help you too Taeyong.. Get that him away from you.. but may I ask what is his name?"

"His name goes by..

Tyler Lee."