Quench My Desire

Sudden Urges

Forgive me for any errors. It's late and I'm tired and I updated twice today. Enjoy and vote and comment. No one commented last time and I actually was looking forward to them. I was a little upset, but hey what else can I ask for. I guess nothing much. Thanks for the feedback ((sarcasm intended)) I hate to be rude, but I'm not trying to be. Forgive me. I'm cranky right now. Enjoy please

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We were in the back of the car still when I had this sudden urge. I looked around and started panicking.

"What's wrong Fee?" Bella asked as I continued to look around.

"I need a piece of paper and pencil fast. Hurry!!" I yelled. This have never happened to me. It only happens when I'm around Michael.

"Where is it? I need paper and pencil now!!"

"Okay, here! here!!" Bella screamed and I looked at her. I snatched the pencil and paper from her hands and quickly wrote.

"What are you writing?" Scott asked. Tears flowed from my eyes as I looked at him.

"My feelings."

It was true. Everything I felt, I was writing down. The only escape I had. What I wrote, read this:

I always knew that love would come find me someday but never did I know it would be you who was headed my way.
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes.

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above, you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"It isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see.

From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle up the same way mine does too
Coming into this relationship has been hard at time but we've made it through
I know as long as were on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.

Sometimes I wonder if what we had was too good to be true too scared to get my heart broken and scared of loosing you
But in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe
because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive.

"Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows
the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I shared with you.
I've had the experience of being in relationships before however, this is the first time I've been truly happy...I couldn't ask for anything more
it's an honor to know that I was once yours, as you were once mine and I trust God that he'll bring us together in His beautiful time

For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say not only "I Love You", but the words: "I Do"

I slowly stopped writing and looked up. Everyone was starring at me.

The feeling came back again and I looked at Bella.