Warning, this isn't proofread haha
They crouched down next to him "what's wrong honey? I know there's something wrong, you're sad, I know you are because of the look in your eyes, the way you move, your body is so stiff. I know those smiles aren't real. You can tell me anything, I'll keep you safe, I won't judge you, I won't tell anyone, I'll be your bulletproof armour against the bullets, I'll be your umbrella against the raindrops, I'll be the wall against the voices .... Tell me what's wrong please..."
Jisung stared up at the mysterious figure, had he really just given in in front of a complete stranger?
Was he about to open up to a complete stranger?
No! Shut up, don't tell her. You're not worth anyone's sympathy, not even a stranger's, you're useless, it's been proven, the members deep down think you're the worst thing to happen to Stray Kids, and I have to agree with them, you are screwing this up for everyone, you can't do anything, Han Jisung, you can't lose weight for the camera, you're just too fat to lose any in the first place. Han Jisung, you can't sing for the camera, you're just too asocial to even associate with stray kids. Han Jisung, you can't rap for the camera because you were never good in the first place, people only like you because of your bandmates. Han Jisung you can't dance for the camera because you forget every move, all you do is disappoint the members. Look at yourself, Han Jisung, what do you see? I see a fat, ugly, disgusting, disappointing, depressed, stupid boy with a big head. I see someone who doesn't deserve to live. I see someone who is offending the trees by even trying to breathe in the oxygen they give the population. You should suffocate, you shouldn't be here, you were a mistake, you need to cut more, you need to eat less, you need to practice more, you need to stay up later.
With that, the young rapper was in tears. The stranger sighed softly and gently pulled him in for a hug.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why sympathsise?"
"Because you're worth it"
"No, no I'm not, you're just saying that, miss, you don't understand anything, I'm not worth anything, I am a fat, ugly, disgusting, disappointing, depressed, stupid boy with a big head who doesn't deserve to live!"
"Don't say that, I may not know you, but that doesn't mean others don't and wouldn't be upset if you leave"
No-one will care
"No-one will care"
No-one loves you
"No-one loves me"
No-one ever will
"No-one ever will"
You're useless
"I'm useless"
You deserve every single bad thing that happens to you
"I deserved every bad thing that happens to me"
You should just kill yourself
"I should just kill myself"
"H-" the woman got nothing in to interrupt the boy with a cacophony of thoughts in his head
The world would be better off with out you
"The world would be better off without me"
You should suffocate
"I should suffocate"
You should hang yourself
"I should hang myself"
