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"We talk in the chat ok?" I told Harry as soon as we got to school, looking around to make sure no one was seeing us. Harry nodded before asking, concerned, "You'll leave Eleanor ... right?"

"Don't worry baby, I promised you! Look, I'm doing it right now," I reassured him, kissing his lips softly.

He smiled, "Okay, then let's talk later." I gave him a soft kiss before getting out of the car, walking away. I resumed driving, and then parked in the usual place. My eyes darted quickly to look at a brunette girl talking to a couple of her friends. I sighed, grabbing the bag before stepping out and locking the car.

As I walked towards her, she met my eyes and smiled at her friends, telling them something. The girls giggled before blinking as they passed me.

"Hello splendor, we haven't heard from each other for a while," Eleanor pouted and wrapped her arms around my neck, giving me a kiss.

I drew back quickly, ignoring her hurt expression and announced, without half measures, "It's over."

"W-What?" she stammered, tears starting to fill her eyes. I rolled my eyes, annoyed, "Listen, you were a good fuck but honestly, I'm a little fed up with you." She looked around in obvious confusion, "What ... I-I don't understand ... we only had sex two days a-"

"Exactly, just what I said. You're a good fuck, I mean, you have a nice body, but I don't see any potential in you, hello. " And with that I walked away, ignoring her tears and waited for Zayn and Niall at the brick wall.

I sighed, maybe I had been a bit rude, but if I had left her in a more friendly way she would have thought she'd still have a second chance. After the last time I had lost Harry, I had realized when I really loved him. I would not have risked making a mess again and losing it for such a reason.

"Wow man, you've finally decided to talk to us," Zayn said with a grin, passing me a cigarette.

I chuckled, turning it on before taking it to my mouth and taking a puff, "Yes, sorry, I've been a bit busy and various bullshit."

"Yeah, I just saw Eleanor crying with her friends ..." Niall threw out. I shrugged and Zayn commented, confused, "I thought you two were pretty good together... you've been with her for like... a whole month. I've never seen you with anyone for more than two weeks ... what happened? "

"I was getting bored," I lied, laughing mentally, because actually technically I had never been with her, but they didn't know. Niall looked at me, curious, "You seem happy enough ... is there anyone else?" I stopped halfway taking another puff before coughing, "Er ... no." The boys exchanged a glance, but then shrugged, dropping the conversation. Damn, I had to be more careful.

***

"I was saying I have a new girlfriend, she's with us at the table today for lunch, okay?" Niall asked with a small smile.

I grinned, nudging him lightly, "Aww how cute!" He gave me an incinerating look and I rolled my eyes, giggling, "Ok ok, okay."

"We better go to the computer room now," Niall said, "I can't believe the project is almost finished ..."

"Did I hear right?" I replied with a raised eyebrow, "It seems like yesterday they assigned it to us!"

"Which, to be honest, I liked it ..." he nodded pretending to be horrified.

I laughed and we entered the classroom. Niall walked over to a computer in the back and I sat down in the seat that was assigned to me.

Hotpants92: Hey angel xx

Curlycat94: Hi boo :) Did you leave her ??

I chuckled at his jealousy before answering.

Hotpants92: Yeah, the news has already spread throughout the school, haven't you heard?

Curlycat94: No, as I already told you I'm not really popular, so I don't hear the rumors that much.

Hotpants92: Ohhhh well, anyway, yes, I dropped it ;)

Curlycat94: Thank god! Anyway uhm ... will we ever come out?

I sighed, I knew that question would come up eventually.

Hotpants92: Well ... I mean, yes, someday.

Curlycat94: How long is 'a day'?

I snorted, annoyed. Why couldn't he just take it slow? I had just left my 'girlfriend' and she was already begging me to come out.

Hotpants92: You said you didn't care that we came out!

Curlycat94: Sorry! :( Please don't be mad ..

My eyes softened and I wrote, feeling slightly guilty.

Hotpants92: Don't apologize, I'm sorry baby ... I'm just frustrated, ok? I know you want to come out but it's just not just ready ...

Curlycat94: ok ..

I could tell from his response that he wasn't really happy with what I said, so I gave in.

Hotpants92: How about we come out after the Christmas holidays?

Curlycat94: Really ???

I chuckled.

Hotpants92: Yes angel. I promise you <3 And I was planning to keep that promise.

***

At lunch I went to the usual table and realized that Niall was already seated, but there was a girl next to him. She had the classic 'scene' girl look. Blonde hair on top, fading to black at the bottom, hazel eyes, outlined with a thick layer of black mascara and she was quite beautiful. If I hadn't been engaged to Harry and she hadn't been dating Niall I would have probably hooked up with her.

Zayn and Perrie joined them, so I did the same, looking at the girl and saying, "Hey, I'm Louis."

"Oh, I know," he chuckled before adding, "I'm Lucy." I grinned when Niall added, "My girlfriend." She giggled again and he smiled at her and I couldn't help but too, seeing them.

They looked good together, both blonde, bad boy looks, but equally utterly adorable. I noticed how, although she seemed 'badass', she had no tattoos or piercings.

Normally Niall dated girls covered in tattoos. I shrugged, forgetting those thoughts and glancing at Perrie who was looking at Zayn, who was instead too busy chatting with Lucy and telling her embarrassing facts from Niall's life.

Perrie lowered her voice, asking, worried, "How are you?" I sighed sadly and told her, "Honestly, I'm scared ... Harry wants me to come out ... I just broke up with Eleanor and thought it would be okay for now, but then he asked when we would come out ... I can't lose it, but I can't come out either! I told him we would do it after the Christmas holidays, but it's still stressful ... " She gave me a sympathetic smile, smiling and asking me, "Well what's more important? Your reputation or Harry?"

I looked around the room for Harry and saw him laughing with Liam, who was making silly faces. Harry's cheeks were flushed and his curls bounced slightly, while his dimples practically made him glow. It was then that I made my decision. I smiled, saying, "Harry, no doubt."

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