Credits:-COCAINEGLOW
You frown when you look at your reflection in the mirror. Its obvious that you've gained weight, at least to you. You quickly oull your shirt down again before making your way downstairs. Maybe you shouldn't eat breakfast. You decided to skip breakfast and head out of the door immediately. Alejandro and you made plans to hang out today and you wanted to look good. He's your boyfriend after all. Not too long after that you arrive at the place you're supposed to meet up. It's infront of a fountain, a very pretty one must add. It's where you usually meet if you want to hang out so this time wasn't any different. You take your phone out of your pocket to kill some time until your boyfriend comes, which is after 5 minutes after you did.
"Hey baby." He says, giving you a kiss on your lips as he wraps his arms around your waist.
You instantly feel uncomfortable so you pull his arms off, which causes him to raise his eyebrow. Quick you've to make up with an excuse.
"I umm my side hurys a bit." You try to sound convincing as possivle and he seemed to buy it.
"Ok umm lets go alrught?" You nod as you feel him taking your hand making you blush.
One of the things you love about Alejandro is how he's alwyas affectionate. He always wants to hold you in some ways and that makes you happy. Now however, you don't want him to touch yoy like that. You're happy with holding hands as it is. What you didn't know was that Alejandro knew exactly wgat was going on. You've had this before, thinking you need to lose weigjt while jn reality you're perfect the way you are. He only needs to find out how to approach it. He doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. So he decided that when the moment is there, He'll confront you. That moment happens not too long after. You two are sitting down in a restaurant, looking at the menu when Alejandro asks you what you want to eat.
"I'll just have something to drink. Im not that really hungry" alejandro stares at you with pained expression on his face as he feels his heart break. This was just like the last time. You just came back from vacation wgere you had the time of your life. You gained 4 pounds and it seemed to be the end of the world to you. Alejandro couldn't understand why. It's normal for people to gain or lose weight. It just happens. There's nothing bad about it. Its only bad when it starts to take over your life. He wishes that you wouldn't make such a big deal with it. After all he gains and loses weight too. However Alejandro is perfect in your eyes. You feel lime he's way to good for yu that's why you want to look good for him. Not nobody's perfect, not even Alejandro and he knows that.
The only person whp doesn't seem to realize that is you. He gently takes your hand as he jisses your knuckles while staring deeply into your eyes.
"Baby listen to me please. You're beautiful. I don't care if you gain weight or of you lose it. Jusr as long as you're healthy. Its only normal to gain weight and it's also normal to lose it. Everyone knows that. I have it too. You wouldn't leave me if i suddenly gained 20 pounds right?"
You quickly shake your gead no as you started to feel tearing up at his sweet words. Alejandro notices so he gently uses his thumb to wipe away your tears.
"Good because im not gonna leave you either. I fell inlove witb you because of who you are not because of how you look. Although you are incredibly beautiful baby. Please don't worry about your weight again ok? I'll love you no matter what you look lile."
You use your hand to wipe you tears away as you give him a sweet smile. He always makes you feel better even when you don't want it. You take a deep breath before whispering.
"I love you so much."
Alejandro smiles brightly at your words as he leans over the table to give you a sweet kiss.
"I love you too babe. Just tell me if you ever worry about this again ok? I'll tell you over and over again just how beatigul you are."
The two of you spent the whole day talking cudlling and most importantly, eating. Alejandro made you realize that he was right.
It doesn't matter how you look what it matter is how you look inside of you. You are beautiful.
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A/n: i cried while writing this cause this is how i feel on the past months. I tried loosing weight by not eating and exercising but nothing seem to work. I still look fat as fuck and my weight isn't changing.
I always cry because of this and i don't want y'all to feel the same. You are beautiful. Dont listen to whoever is calling you fat/skinny/ugly or anything. I don't want you to be like me.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL♡
